Lost Soul Mates

Chapter 21

Laura Grace/Gracie/LG – POV

I stand in shock looking at Alpha Henry "Well give me a minute and we can talk." I say to the Alpha thru the electric fence. I am now so thankful Sarah recommended it. I pull out my phone and text Lance.

LG: Can I use your office at your Pack?

Lance: What's wrong with yours?

LG: Too many people for me to yell at this Lemon guy in front of.

Yes, I lied, but thankfully we are not in person, so he doesn't know. One smell and you can tell I lied you can see it on Sarah's face currently.

Lance: Fine. I will link Chad to let you in. If you need me call me!

LG: It's a Lemon issue really, no big deal.

Huge lie! Sarah looks at my phone then me. "Wow, no wonder you stink!" she says waiving her hand in front of her nose.

"Shut it! You need to take care of Chad, so he doesn't link or call Lance!" I look at her pointing my finger at her urgently. "By any means, and you know how he is around you!" I give her my best pleading eyes, begging her for help.

"UGH! I know, he needs a mate. Its pathetic." She and I turn back to Alpha Henry who is standing at the gate looking desperate.

"Go over to Golden Moon Pack house, we will meet you there. We can talk in the Alpha's office since they are all over here, we can have some privacy." I say through the gate and turn and start running to the Golden Moon Pack house where the office is. As I get to the door Chad is already waiting and sees the car with Alpha Henry pull up.

"What the hell? Alpha Henry sells Lemons?" he asks inquisitively.

"Yep, we are finalizing a deal. Now we are going to the office. Sarah here will keep you company." I say back to Chad as I walk past him as the Alpha steps to the door and follows me. When we get to Lance's office, I can feel Alpha Henry behind me.

"You still smell wonderful." He says softly.

"Nope." I open the door and turn on the light and walk right to the desk and stand behind it using it at a shield of sorts. I point to the chair on the other side of the desk. "SIT!" I practically yell at him. I looked and made sure the door is closed. The Alpha is now sitting in the chair looking quite pathetic. "Now, what do you want?" I say with my arms folded across me, another shield, but standing not sitting behind the desk. I want to make sure I can run or kick if needed.

"Today, I had this horrible pain in my chest. I thought I was having a heart attack, but I started crying and had no idea why and just pain and sadness." He says all this while sobs are coming off him. I would almost feel bad for him, but I know he is the cause of this pain. "When the pack Dr. told me I am finally feeling the pain of rejecting my mate I left and came right here." He said looking up at me. It was like he had hope in his eyes. I stood there emotionless trying to figure out what he wanted. "I know you accepted the rejection, but I never felt this till today. So, I need to know, is this because you still want to be with me, and we can work it out? Is that why you are in pain now?" He says it as he stands and tries to come close to touch me. I put my hand up and stop him.

"NO!" I say firmly looking him dead in the eyes. "What you felt today is what I have pushed down deep inside and held it there for almost a year. I pushed it so far away that my second mate felt it and went through what you should have gone through." I say as an admonishment to him. "Because I held it in, he thought I died till I saw him yesterday." I inform him. "Today he helped me feel my pain so he will no longer hold the pain that I have pushed down. That is why when you left here a year ago you felt nothing, you were fine because I have kept it buried deep." I was almost tearing up again and knew we didn't have much time if I started crying, Max would feel it. If I felt anger he could understand because I am supposed to be dealing with Lemons not an ex-mate.