The damaged brains

Chapter 24 : A heart-break .

    The sun sent its last rays through the  small window  , Ian was still sleeping next to me .

This probably wasn't the best time for me to find love , yet I did . And I believed it would be the first and last .

I've always destained how people promised each other to stick together to the end of time , forever is a long time I used to think .. and time changes and so do we , I only thought of those promises as empty words , until I fell in love .

I gently pushed Ian's arm trying to get up without waking him up , but I failed and he  held his arm even tighter holding me down to lay  again .

" Let go .. " I groaned sounding like a helpless little bird .

His eyes were still closed and he did not want to let go .

" You and I .. " I hesitated at first , I wasn't even sure he was listening . I thought he fell asleep again , that lazy panda .

" Yeah .. ? " He was listening ..

" You and I .. are going to stick together until the end of time . " I couldnt believe I just said that , I was terrified of the words I had just said ..

" Forever .." He smiled under his closed eyes and pulled me in a tight hug , I needed it the most .

Through all this hard times , Ian gave me hope , love and company .. he made me feel like we can get through this together and I was so thankfull I had met him .

Our hug lasted longer than the usual , and once he let go I saw a teasing smile appearing on his lips and I knew right away what was he about to do .

" Ian .. Don't ! " I insisted knowing that it wouldn't change a thing , I tried to escape but he was faster . He made me lay down and sat on top of me then he started tickling me .

There was nothing in this miserable world I hated more than tickling .

I begged him to stop , not being able to stop laughing I almost lost my breath yet he wouldn't stop .

" Your laugh sounds funny . "

Really ! That all he cared about , I was literaly running out of breath and " my laugh sounds funny " he says ,that evil creature .

The stone small room's door flashed open and under the fading last sunrays I saw the fegure of a women , at her hip she was holding what appeared a two year old baby  .

The sunrays illuminated one side of her face and her pretty blond hair ..she  looked so beautiful .

As Ian got off me we both sat on the edge of the bed , he covered himself and me with a blanket , both of us weren't wearing clothes whatsoever .

I just sat there  looking at the yong lady , she too kept looking right at us .. wait ! She was the women who smiled to me earlier that day .

" Oh , I saw you earlier at the .. " before I finished my line she cutt me off and took a hesitating step ahead toward us .

The lady's screamed breaking the silent that surrounded the connected complex .

" You've got to be fucking kidding me ! " That was dramatic ! I didn't know who was she and why was she acting like so .

" Are you  kidding me ! " She said even louder not caring if the whole complex heard her screams .

I looked at Ian , he looked at her , groaned the he held his head in both his hands .. I was confused , he knew who she was ?

" SERIOUSLY IAN ! " She sounded even louder . And she called his name ?

I stared back at Ian with questioning eyes .

The baby on her hip sounded like he was on the verge of crying , yet his face was frozen .

" Oh Ashley cmon ! " This was all what Ian had said .

I was still confused and obviously Ian wasn't going to give me answers and so I turned to the women who's name appearantly was Ashley .

I tried to talk but I did not know what to say and  just as if she read my mind she answered me without  having to ask her .

" Yes ! " She nodded her head sacrasticaly .

" I am his freacking wife .. and this is our baby . "

The boy started crying blocking her voice away , and blocking my loud beating heart out of my rib cage .