The damaged brains

Chapter eleven - Butterflies .

There was not anywhere safe to go , but being with Ian made me feel so . I had no one left to trust but him and my brother .

When Ian found me I asked him to take me far from my mom , unexpectedly he hadnt negotiate with me at all . We arrived just before the sunset at the most beautiful house my eyes ever saw , I was affraid that the town was infected but Ian told me that most of the infected people had left to the woods searching for food , all they fed themselves on was fresh flesh .

It was Ian's house . We rushed inside and locked the door , my heart was still pounding inside my chest and the pain wouldnt go away.

I layed on the sofa in the living room while Ian grabbed the first Aid bag and squated next to me . I tried to move when he held what appeared to be a tweezer close to my chest .

" Easy .. stay still ." He looked like someone who knew what he was doing , I shouldnt be affraid . He was a doctor after all.

His rough palm wrapped around my back in a firm grip and he placed a pillow underneath my back .

" This will hurt a bit . " Ian said as he passed a ball of soaked cotten that smelled of alcohol . I held my breath at the pain .

My whole body felt numb . I tried to get up but he pushed me down and cleaned my wounds .

" Ouch ! " I cried from the sharp pain that invaded my chest . And soon my weak body couldnt take it and I passed out .

I woke up later covered in sweat , my heart was still pounding loud inside my rib cage . I realized that my head was on Ian's lap , my eyes flickered wide open . I glanced up and Ian was awake looking down at me ." what happened ? "

" You passed out . Does it still hurt ? " he asked placing his palm on my chest , wait ! My chest was exposed , I was shirt-less.

" No .. I feel much better . " I played pretend not knowing I was naked and replied blushing .

" Thanks Ian .. " I smiled lifting my head up slowly and sat next to him , I covered my self in a blanket , it made contact with the wounds on my chest and I cried in pain .

" Don't cover it .. " Ian took the blanket off me , I felt so embarassed and I looked away blushing even more .

" Hey ! " he whispered , making my eyes meet his .

He had the most beautiful eyes ever , he was so handsome . I lost my consiousness staring at his face , he held my hand and kissed my knuckles , I waited for him to let it go after but he held it to his heart .

" I miss you .. " He whispered holding my hand up at his cheek . He melt my heart away , I missed him too .

Through all the time we spent together at Section one we were nothing but dear friends , but I guess it was that obvious that I was falling for him .

Ian moved closer and squeezed my hands in his warm rough once , his thumb rubbed the back of my palms .

I smiled at him and he smiled back , I was losing my self staring at his eyes . We both leaned closer to each other . Butterflies flapped all around my stomach .

His hands slowly moved into my hips. I smiled at his touch allowing him to push his body up against mine ,our foreheads touching .. our noses .. our chests . The pain in my chest was not strong enough to let me push him away .. Actually it was , yet I didnt .

Ian bit his bottom lip glancing down at my lips , then he looked me in the eye while his hands made their way up to my bare chest .

" Does it hurt .. " I nodded .
" I want words . " He whispered letting his finger stroke against my chest .
" Yeah .. " I could feel his warm breath blowing gently against my lips . I felt like jelly , I was so weak and I was about to collapse underneath my skin .

I waited for him to kiss me but he did not move , our hearts were locked in the moment , his eyes were breath taking . I was so nervous and my lips felt dry , I slowly licked them with my tongue moistening them .

The next moment Ian's lips were pushed against mine . The pain in my chest got worse when Ian gripped on my hips and picked me up to sit on his lap , I wrapped my legs around his waiste egnoring the pain . Our lips moved in sync .

Ian withdrew his lips from mine and stared at me with dark eyes .. I leaned closer but he kept a distance .

" Are you sure you want this ? " He asked almost out of breath .

Are you dumb ! Of course I do .. I couldnt spell a word out so I just nodded .

" Words I said .. "
" Yea.. " Before I finish my line he pinned both my hands behind my back with his left hand .

I couldnt help but smile at our kiss .