It was just like living in another dimension , in other space and time we stayed the whole night out under the moon's light not saying a word , not thinking about a thing ..
Despite the fact that Ian had hurt my feelings I decided to forgive him , even if him and I weren't soon going to get back to the way we were , if ever that would happen .
There was allready so much trouble and so many hard times passing in this world and I wouldn't give a hand and make my life nor someone else's life a living hell more than it allready is .. so forgive and let go I decided .
" Ian .. " was the first audiable word heard that milancholy morning , it appeared to be a sad day as the clouds gathered around blocking the morning sun and giving the sky a grey shade of light .
I was about to let him know that I forgive him and I'll move one when Ashley called from behind us , she was alone this time , probably Ailith .. their baby was still in bed because it was so early .
I could tell from the sleeping bags under her bleu eyes that she too hadn't slept last night .
" Hey .. " she was calm , and that was odd , honestly I expected her to shout or even to beat the shit out of one of us if not the two of us .
" Umm .. " she hesitated and so appeared her shaking steps towards us .
" Ailith is still sleeping .. " she really did not know how to say what she wanted to say .
I wasn't even sure if I needed to hear what ever she might say to Ian so I stood up and headed to leave .
" Emma ..can you stay for a while please ,I want you to hear me out . " I couldn't believe this women , did she just said please ! Half a night earlier she wanted to kill me and now she's acting sweet .
I nodded and took my seat again , I waited for the storm that will follow her silent .
" Listen , I really am sorry about last night .. I shouldn't have done what I did , through all this chaos Im being so emotional and I lost my temper .. I don't know if Ian had told you about my condition or not but .. "
" Ash .. don't . " Ian cutt her off .
She smiled at him , I kept looking once at her and once at him not knowing what was they talking about .
" It's okey really , Im not ashamed of it anymore now that Im trying mybest to stay sober . " She said focussing her eyes on one steady point upon the ground .
So she was an alcoholic , I suddenly felt sorry for her , and my heart beated for Ian , he did not tell me that nasty secret of hers and instead he kept it a secret , after all she was the mother of his baby .
" Jack told me about everything you went through , Im sorry about your father .. I really hope your mother's health will get better and again Im sorry .. " she was a total diffrent women from last night .
" Sorry Ian .. " he faintly smiled at her .
I don't know why I felt myself to be on the verge of crying , I was so moved by her words and the way Ian decided not to tell me about her drinking issues , that was gentle of him .
I suddenly remembered the real Ian I fell in love with , and I knew that he was still the same , the dark cloud that invaded my heart earlier faded away .
" Thanks Ash . " Ian stood up and tapped on her shoulder . She huged him and he wrapped one arm around her , it lasted a moment then they both let go .
" Goodbye . " That was all I could say under my sympethetic smile .
She wandered off the way she came . And the silent once again invaded the place .
" I forgive you .. " He was about to say something when I cutt him off .
He struggled not to let the tears shinning in the corners of his eyes drop .
I came closer and hugged him , I felt like huggin a little ailing child . We needed each other and in one way or another I wasn't going to let go .
" I need to get back to my mom and Grey . " I said as I pulled away .
He looked at me with frightened pair of eyes .
" I will be back .. with all of them . Kevin wants his dad and I believe Grey , Cassandra and I could give you guys a hand in out here . "
I felt like he was holding something from me . Something that wasn't going to be good news .
" I'll go with you , it's not safe . "
" You don't have to , the main road is clear from the infected ones .."
Before I finish he cutt me off , he finally decided to let the things he was holding out .
" It's not the main roads , it's your mother . ".
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The damaged brains
Mystery / ThrillerTHE world is not the same anymore , what once was human now is a shapeless figure . As Emma and her twin brother Grey try to run for their life , things began to fall apart and all they have left is each other. Misteriously the world get inv...
