yeah I don't know what I did but I love
they're all Jeffmads [except one]
And they're all by the howl and the hum
𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗴𝘂𝗻 - 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗹 & 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺
𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀 𝗷𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀
Oh, I love you like a gun
Thomas leaned against the bathroom wall
Loves the bullet right before it's gone
His head rested at an angle as blood seemed to seep down his chest.
Loves the feeling, loves the rush
small smile, eyes full of pain, and slow gentle breathing.
Loves the little bit of me that's gone
"My love for you is gone."
𝗧𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗿𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 - 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺
𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 " 𝗶 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂" 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀. 𝗷𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁
From the ashes we are born
what was left of a house stood on a hill.
A switch got flicked, somewhere deep in her mind
eye contact, smiles. head shaking.
A light turned on, she left her life behind
turning around. waving bye to his 'lover'
Oh, when all seems the same, day by day
empty apartment. a shell of the person he used to be
Know there could easily be such a beautiful flame
desperate to feel something. Lighting a flame. Watching it grow
I feel so still, can you feel the terrorforming?
"I miss you."
𝗴𝗼𝗱𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲 - 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀
But now you're something big in the city
The tv playing, seeing his lovers face shining on the news. big smile with his new boy
So cruel to say but it's such a pity
heart aching, longing. hoping.
So cruel to say
stopping out side of a coffee shop, staring into eyes. he's here.
But I hope you lose your way
"You left me for this."
𝗛𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘀 - 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺
𝗝𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘁𝗼𝗻
𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴
You say I'm dead on the inside
he shows no emotion, face blank
Babe, I've known that for a while
sadness. Tears fall but no noise
And it wasn't like you liked me
sigh. being pulled onto a lap. Digging nails into his thighs.
For my sunny views on life
Hand slips down pants. Silence. allowance.
Oh, I'm dead on the inside
he has no strength to pull away anymore
Babe, I've known that all along
the pet names being purred in his ear. Kisses on the chest
Any time I tried to love you
Tears falling again. hurts
I got it wrong
"I'm leaving."
𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗶 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝗿𝗼𝘀𝗲
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗹 𝗶 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻𝘁 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸
Going home
Door unlocking, house perking up.
Where my sweet lady comforts me
Smiling sweetly as he and the cat race towards him.
Laughing as she runs to me
Jumping into the arms, cuddling into his neck
And I'm sure once again in the evening
sweet kisses quickly turning more. cuddles in the bed as music plays. Gentle kisses on the thighs and the chest
That I found a rose
"I'm back forever my little rose~"
𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝘁 𝗜
𝗣𝗼𝘃 : 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀
Gone gone, quickly as the dawn
he left as soon as the sun rose. no goodbye. No note. I woke without him next to me
I was never knowing if she'd ever come home
two days and he's still not back. two weeks. two months. two years.
So with all my might changed my mind
I tried so hard to forget about him. to move on.
But an angel leaves an imprint on your broken bones
"please just come back to me."
𝗠𝘂𝗿𝗺𝗲𝗿
𝗣𝗼𝘃 𝗶𝘀 𝗷𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀
You try to find peace
Silence with no parting words, a peaceful end to a war.
You try to find quiet
i hear his voice every night with no quiet
You run from the truth
i tried to ignore the signs that it was gone. That its not worth it
Elope with the lie
"I promise i didn't cheat.."
Listen to the murmur
"Then why did you let me go?"
𝗦𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗿
𝗣𝗼𝘃 : 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀
Well, I know I'm wasted, but sweetheart, I miss you
three years on and I'm still here.
I wish you didn't have to see me like this well
Tears streaming down my face, the scent of alcohol on my breath
Here's to the ghost of something to remember
I just want you to remember me. before i broke you
Your dad's Fiat Punto in sweet fading silver
"You're all I have.. please. Just one more chance."
𝗛𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗲
𝗣𝗼𝘃 : 𝗷𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀
You tell me I'm holding
i grasp onto all the good times like they're keeping me alive
My past by the throat
im so sorry it got to this point.. I'm sorry I didn't believe you
But I saw the photos
my photos still in your wallet.
You keep in your coat
"Why do you still love me?"
𝗛𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁
𝗣𝗼𝘃 : 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗮𝘀
On Monday night, I escape my cell
i unlock my door and head to the bar
A peculiar hell, I had built myself
and i see you standing by the door,
I stumbled out into the high street rush
I'm sorry I locked you out but please-
All I'm craving is a human touch
"I need you now.."
YOU ARE READING
Hamilton one shots
Fanfiction.art cred is by ziksua because the link isn't working 🐁 . Angst . Fluff . Smut .anything really . Jeffmads . All ships . kinda scared it'll be taken down so mature tag woo
