Hold me

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-Autumn-
January 13th
2021

"Armani come here" I waved her down and let Amari walk on his own

"When we go inside I don't wanna hear you being smart to him okay?"

"Yes mommy" she smiled like a innocent child I laughed cause she know what she doing Amari walked up to The door we knocked on the door

"Hey baby" Jabari answered as he opened the door for us

"Hey" I kissed him I'm the cheek I wore a hoodie and cargo pants to match to hide my belly with air forces

"Hey" I kissed him I'm the cheek I wore a hoodie and cargo pants to match to hide my belly with air forces

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"The kids wanted to meet you" I smiled they ran into his house

"Stop running now vente aqui!" I yelled at them

"You know you sound sexy as hell when you
Speak Spanish" he licked his lips and I laughed

"Now give daddy some sugar" he grabbed my waist kissing me passionately grabbing my behind

"Stop" I laughed He looked at me his eyes filled with lust

I bit my lip I can't even lie if the kids weren't here shit would go down ever since I been pregnant my sex drive had been through the roof

"Y'all want something to eat?" He grabbed his phone and pulled my down to sit on his lap he placed his hand on my stomach and the baby kicked

"Dang" I grabbed my stomach

"You ain't have to kick me that hard" I scrunched my face up I looked at my kids watching coco melon on the TV

I laid in his arms

"I'm hungry" I said I heard a little girl cry

"Damn she awake" he sighed  I laughed

"Daddy duties" I smacked his butt as he walked in front of me

"Man what I tell you bout that gay shit" I giggled

"I'm sorry baby I had to it was looking too fat" I joked he looked at me mad He walked away and got his daughter I was cracking up he gonna be mad the rest of the day

I tried to hug him

"Get off me bro" he nudged me away

"No" I continuously hugged him and touched him he raised his hand and I flinched he looked at me and his face softened I kept my head down and ran to the bathroom I bursted into tears he ran after me he tried to grab my waist but I pushed his chest away

"No leave me the fuck alone" I cried

"You know what I been through and you raised you hand like you were gonna hit me the hell is wrong with you?!" I yelled at him

"Baby I'm sorry I wasn't gonna hit you I promise"

"Just get out" I said calmly I pointed to the door he sighed and walked out the restroom closing the door I rinsed my face with cold water and breathed in and out

"You're fine"  I walked out the bathroom and into the guest bedroom I felt dizzy so I decided to lay down as soon as my head hit the pillow I was sleep

-Dream-

"You can't be here right now" I tried to
Close the door on Brianna as I looked around to make sure Lucas wasn't close to the house

"Autumn what happened to your face?!" She grabbed my chin I looked away from her

"Is he putting his hands on you" she looked at me in disgust I looked down giving her all the answer she needed

"Autumn and you didn't tell me?!" She scoffed

"You can't tell anyone about this please" I told Brianna

"But he's hurting you Autumn can't you see that" She pointed to my bruised face

"It was just one time he don't mean it" I pleaded

"Just one time Autumn we both know that's a lie"  she looked at me in pity

"Please don't do this"

"What else am I supposed to do you're my best friend I can't stand you looking like this" she argued

I heard pounding on the door I jumped
she looked towards me and despite my many attempts she walked towards the door and opens it

"Hey baby" I forced a  smiled

"What the hell os she doing here Autumn" he looked to Brianna

"She came over I tried to tell her " I said as I put my head down

"Didn't I tell yo ass not to bring people over here" He yelled in my face

He smirked evilly and looked to Brianna

"It's time for you to go now" he told her

"No" she said I looked at her

"Bri please just go" I said as tears welled my eyes she sighed in defeat and walked out the bedroom door

"Now what did I tell yo ass about disobeying me" he walked over to me

"I'm sorry" I shielded my face I tried to
Run to the door and he grabbed my leg making my body hit the floor he dragged me closer to him pinning my arms down so couldn't defend my self

"Lucas please!" I screamed as he hit me repeatedly in face

"I'm sorry" Sobs broke through my chest as blood ran from my nose down to my lip he grabbed me roughly and putting me in a choke hold

"Now let this new lesson to never disobey
me" I squirmed know his arms as I lost oxygen

"N-no"  I said

"Shhh go to sleep" he stroked my hair  I fought with the last energy I had he grabbed the knife that was on the dresser

"You wanna leave me huh this the only way you gonna leave me" he held it to my throat

I felt it pierce my skin

"Stop" I said as I held in my tears he pushed me to the floor like I was worthless and stepped over me to get out the room as I bleed on the floor

"I'm sorry" I cried Silently

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I gasped and looked around I was at Jabaris house I felt my heart beating up and down

I looked at my babies laying I bed with me I kissed Amari's forehead and Armani's forehead 

I hugged my self and rocked back and forth I looked out the window it was dark out I must've slept for a while

I walked out the room and watched Jabari put his daughter back to sleep

"You're awake" he smiled at me he put her in her bed and walked out her room

We walked to his bedroom and laid on the bed

"I know you still tired you can go to sleep with me" he yawned I laughed he knows me so
Well he looked down at me and wiped my cheeks I didn't even know I was crying

"Why you crying?" He asked concerned

"I'm so blessed I met you" I laid on his chest

"I am too you bring me so much joy" He stroked my hair I clutched my stomach as the baby kicked

"Ahh" I winced

"What's wrong is there anything I can do?"

"Just hold me..."

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