*This song was stuck in my head while writing this and it goes so well with it.
Autumn~
Wednesday
November 23rd
9:30 am
I played Nat King Cole lowly on my stereos I was starting to love music from the 50s-60s
I grabbed my cup of coffee and sat down at the dining room table my head was spinning making my stomach churn I felt my dinner coming up I ran to the bathroom
I held my hair as I threw up in the toilet another day of throwing up I think I'm sick...
I probably just ate something bad I thought to myself as I brushed my teeth I felt so weird today and I don't even know why... I'm just so down and gloomy
I walked back to the dining room rubbing my temples
"Come on you got two days left of this week girl you got this," I said to myself
I opened my laptop and looked at the date and it brought tears to my eyes
Today was Lucas's death anniversary we would have a cake and go visit his grave
I looked up his name on google and his courtroom pictures showed up
I cried he was so young I wouldn't ever wish this on anyone although he was abusive and manipulative he was a good person before then he wasn't always this way but I would never forgive him for what he put me through...
I looked at the rest of the pictures articles the were about me and him about our kids...
I heard a knock on the door I turned around furrowing my eyebrows
"I'm coming," I said looking through the peephole it was Roman
I wiped my face and unlocked the door
"Hey honey" He cheesed
"Hey papa what you doing here" I kissed him he had bags of groceries in his hands I grabbed some of them from him
"Nothing just decided to stop by to see how you were doing" His eyes drifted to my computer
I looked at it, it was still a picture of Lucas up on the screen
I shut it and sat down at the table rubbing my temples
"How are you doing?" He asked sincerely
"Honestly, horrible," I said truthfully
"I've had a headache all day and I've been throwing up a lot I think I got something from what I ate" I sighed opening a Twix bar
I opened it roughly with my mouth-watering I picked up the Twix and it slipped right through my fingers
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