Continuing the cycles

One time

-𝒜𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓂𝓃-
June 15th 2012
Past

"Happy birthday to youuu" They finished singing happy birthday to me It was my 15th birthday my cousins aunts and uncles were all here

My parents didn't want a Quinceañera well my dad didn't because it was too much money and my mom couldn't fight with him any longer then she had been so she became obedient

"Thank you everyone this was a fun birthday" I walked around giving everyone hugs as they dispersed

I looked around the kitchen and looked at a picture of my grandmother she wasn't here anymore I looked to the right of the picture and it was grandfather suddenly I couldn't breath I felt something coming up and I ran upstairs to my room

And cried. I cried so hard.

He still had power over me... he could still make me cry by just looking at him just the thought of him makes me sick to my stomach I balled my fists up and dragged my hands down my face I covered my mouth as I felt my lunch coming up I ran to my restroom and threw up In the toilet

I grabbed the picture of me and my family and threw it at the wall

"I hate him so much" I screamed into my pillow I heard the door nob jingle then I sat up and fixed myself up I noticed my hand was bleeding

"Hey sweetie what's wrong?" My mom walked into my room I wiped my tears and sniffed I hid my bleeding hand from her

"Nothing" She hit my knee playfully

"Que pasa mami?"

"Mami it's nothing I'm just not feeling well" I fiddled with my fingers

"Well then come on so we can open your presents" She walked out my bedroom door I rocked back and forth in my bed and took a deep breath and opened my bedroom door

"Oh she's back" My mother said

"Um hey I'm sorry for walking out I just haven't been feeling well" I announced

"Well the show must go on" My mother added
She grabbed my hand and lead me to the table

I took my phone out my pocket and texted Lucas I looked at him across the room as he read my text message his eyes went wide he looked at me then down at my stomach

I'm pregnant

I'm only 15... how can I become a mother at such a young age?

30 minutes later of unwrapping gifts 

"Thank you everyone for the gifts"

"She should be having a Quince not a house party" I heard my Aunt scold my mother

"She has what she wants okay drop it Gabi"

"Hey" Lucas walked up to me

"Hey" I looked to the side

"Can we go upstairs to your room?" I nodded my head and looked around to see if anyone was looking

"Come on" I waved to him We walked up the stairs undetected