Continuing the cycles

Remember the times

Autumn-

2:30 AM

"Here lay down and get some rest" Roman laid me down in the guest bedroom

"Thank you" I said to him

"For what?"

"For saving me" I paused

"You saved me again" He walked towards me and kissed my forehead

"Good night Autumn" He said as he closed the door

I closed my eyes a drifted off to sleep

Dream-

"I'm going on a business trip" Jabari said

"No you're not you gotta help me with the kids"

"Autumn how many times have we talked about this I tell you where I'm going and you don't say nothing about it" He rolled his eyes

"I just had your daughter you expect me to do this by myself while you're out here on a "business trip" you don't even have a job!" I explained

He pushed me into the wall

"Just shut the fuck up" he yelled in my face as he slammed my back against the wall holding my arms

"Get the fuck off me" I pushed him back

"Mom?" Armani walked into the kitchen

"Hey baby" I fixed my posture I look to Jabari

"What's going on" Armani asked as she walked over to me

"Nothing sweetie we were just talking is your sister awake?" I cleared my throat she looked at Jabari and rolled her eyes

"Armani" I said

"I'm sorry I'm just not finna be nice to no nigga putting his hands on my mom" She said and she was right I didn't say anything because I didn't have the words...

"Okay that's cute come on Autumn I gotta go" Armani can you watch the kids for me please I'll pay you tonight" she nodded her head

"I'm not driving you to the airport so you can just cheat on me" I said once we got outside he grabbed my arms and pushed me against the car

"You're gonna do what I tell you to do now get in the car" He pushed me away from him

And at the blink of an eye my dream changed...

"Jabari let me go" I said as he had a tight grip on my arm

"Or what?" He grabbed my neck and squeezed it

"Get off of her" Roman busted in the door he had his gun pointed to Jabari

"Roman no" I looked to him

"Autumn why are you saving him! He is hurting you as we speak" He expressed

"Please" I did Jabari looked at me and smirked

"That's right this is my bitch remember that" He looked at Roman up and down and licked my neck as if I was some slut

"Get off of me" I pushed him and he slammed my body against the wall with his hip conjoined with mine He began to grind on me hard moving my hips forcefully

"Stop" I moved his hands and Roman stared at me because he didn't know what to do he didn't want to kill him but if he shot him he would be shooting me also he still had a tight grip around my neck leaving dark rings on my neck area

He shoved his tongue down my throat making me choke

"Stop" I cough

"This is who you want this lil slut" He slapped me