Continuing the cycles

Trials and Tribulations

Brianna-

July 28th

The next day

I sat with my head in my hands at the doctors office they said I need to take a rape kit to see if he's given me anything

"Brianna you're next on the list" my aunt walked up to me I saw her red puffy eyes I knew this was draining her my dad just died two years ago and I'm just adding more stress to her

"I'm sorry Aunty I didn't mean to stress you out" I bounced my leg up and down every time I close my eyes all I can think about is his hands roaming my body and the pain that I felt and the shame

I couldn't ask my mom to bring me here because I didn't want her to know anything more then she already knows but she has to come to the school meeting tomorrow

"Tomorrow we have a meeting with the school because he goes to the same school as you" I sighed and nodded my head

"Brianna Sharp?" The nurse called my name I grabbed my phone and I saw a bunch of unread messages from random numbers

"You got him arrested you slut"

"You wanted it didn't you"

"You must've wanted it"

"You're a whore just face it"

I kept seeing over and over I covered my hand as I felt my eyes stinging and gave my phone to my mom

"I didn't know they would do it during school" My voice cracked

"Miss Sharp we need you back here" the nurse reiterated

"I-I'm sorry" I walked back with her I grabbed the bag with my clothes from that night in it

"Okay sit here undress for me please and I'll put those over there" she grabbed my clothes and handed me the hospital gown

"Before you get dressed I have to take pictures of your body" I nodded my head

"Turn around" I turned with my back facing her and heard the flash

She took a picture of my thighs my stomach and arm

"I have to take a picture of your arms so we can show that he forced himself upon you" I nodded my head

"Okay tell me when this hurts" She grabbed a q tip and started to swab I winced as she put this tool to widen the vaginal hole

Tears started to fall down my face as I felt pain

"Ow" I put my hands on top of my head and held in the pain

"I'm almost done honey" She took another Q tip and started swabbing my leg twitched I bit the inside of my cheek

"Okay all done great job sweetie" She put the Q tips in a bag and and put it inside another bag and took her gloves off

"Okay the hospital will be in touch and this will be going to the police" She pointed to the pictures and the clothes

"Okay" I nodded my head she was about to walk out the door

"Wait I have a question" I paused she nodded her head for me to proceed

"H-How long am I supposed to bleed?" I asked

"It should stop in a day or two you do have vaginal tearing so it may take longer" She told me

"Okay thank you" She exited the room and my Aunty entered she had a coffee cup in her hand but it had liquor in it I could smell it

"Trina why are you drinking?" I asked her

"All this shit is stressing me out" She slurred

"Why were you at a party in the first place?"

"I just wanted to go out and have fun for once"

"And look where that got you" she scoffed

"Why are you acting like this"

"Why am I acting like this WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS?" I flinched at her tone

I stood up from the bed and opened the door

"Nurse can you please escort her to the lobby?" I asked her

"Sure" She grabbed my Aunts arm gently and surprisingly she complied

The other nurse came in

"Okay sweetie you'll be discharged in a minute and we'll give you prescribed medicine for the pain and we have suggested that you see a psychiatrist after such a traumatic event" I nodded my head

"Okay" I fiddled with my nails being in this hospital made me uncomfortable knowing a lot of other women were in this section that had the same thing happen to them

I felt the urge to pee so I go up and walked out my room

I bumped into someone and fell onto the ground

"Oh I'm sorry" he helped me get up and his cold hand touched my bare back I flinched

"I'm sorry" He removed his hand I looked up at him and he goes to my school I mentally cursed at myself why...

This what Dominque Atkins the finest man at my high school aka my crush since the third grade

He smiled

"You're Brianna right?"

"Y-Yea" I let go of his hand

"What you doing here on this floor?" He asked

"I could say the same for you" I retorted

"I'm here with my sister she's pregnant and I had to take her to her check up appointment"

"Oh" I replied

"So can I get your number?" My cheeks got red he handed me his phone and I entered my number

"Ight ma I'll see you around" He winked at me and was about to walk away

"BRIANNA WHY ARE YOU FLIRTING YOU JUST GOT RAPED DID YOU NOT LEARN YOUR LESSON THE FIRST TIME MEN ONLY WANT ONE THING FROM YOU!" My Aunt yelled across the hall my eyes immediately went wide He looked at me confused and he looked at my hospital gown and his face softened

"I-I gotta go" I said as tears ran down my face he grabbed my arm and hugged me tightly

"There is nothing for you to be ashamed about" He whispered in my ear

"Whatever happened to you is not your fault don't listen to her" I cried in his arms

"You know I've been in love with you since the second grade I've just never had the balls to tell you" He confessed

"You have?" I asked him he nodded his head

"Miss sharp?" The nurse called me

"Yes?"

"The police are here to ask you a couple questions" I looked to him and he let me go I walked towards the two police officers and walked back to the room....

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