Continuing the cycles

My Everything💕

-Autumn-
I rocked Amari trying to calm him down as he screamed to the top of his lungs Brianna took him from me and burped him as he slowly stopped crying I sighed as tears fell down my face

"I'm so stressed" I cried

"I know mama I know"

"Lucas left me with two kids by myself and then he's just gonna come back and do this to me how could he do this to me!" I cried

"He needs help" she sighed as she laid him on the floor for tummy time

"I'm so sorry this happened to you Autumn but you're a mother of two now you need to get help" I felt myself tense up a little

"I know you had a bad experience with your last therapist but maybe this one will be better"

"Autumn you can't keep letting him control you"

"How can't he control me do you see what he does to me I'm paranoid all the time I always have to look over my shoulder someone can't even hug me without me flinching I'm so tired of this I'm so tired of all of it"

"But you can't give up you have to be strong for you're kids be strong for yourself be strong for you're mom" I nodded my head as I looked out the living room window and saw a car pull up in my drive way I sighed as I saw it was Lucas

"He's here.." I told her

"I'm gonna take the baby in the room and let you guys talk but if he tries anything I won't hesitate to tase his ass" We laughed he knocked on the door I walked down the stairs and debated if I should let him in or not

"Open the door Autumn" he said sternly I quickly opened the door

"What do you want Lucas?" I asked as I stood in the door way

"I want you to get out of my way so I can come inside and see my kids" he pushed me out the way I walked away but he grabbed me by my waist forcefully I winced

"Gimme a kiss" he said before he smash his lips on mine biting my busted lip I pulled back and held my bleeding lip as I winced in pain

"What the hell is wrong with you" I sucked my lip in as I tasted the blood He laughed as he walked up the stairs and to my room

"How do you know where my room is?"

"hOw Do YoU kNoW wHeRe My RoOm Is?" He mocked me

"Because I do now where's my daughter?" He looked at me

"She's with the baby sitter-"

"Where's my son then" he cut me off I rolled my eyes He pushed me into the wall and got in my face

"Roll your eyes at me again and it will be the last time" he pushed elbow into my rib cage

"I'm sorry" I groaned out in pain

"Hey leave her alone!" Bri said coming to my rescue he let me go as he fixed his posture

"Now where is my son?" I pointed to the room as I held my head down low

"Autumn you can't keep letting him push you around"

"I'm not I can't do anything about it he hurts me whenever I fight back can't you see what he's doing to me" I explained

"Yes I do see it and you need to tell someone"

"Brianna you're in a abusive relationship yourself we are both stuck"

"The only difference is you can leave I can't he'll find me wherever I go wherever I hide he will find me" I told her

"Wow Autumn you really think I can leave? With free will you're brother almost killed me the last time I tried to leave him and you're saying I can leave" she scoffed as she got her things

"No Bri please don't leave me with him please " I pleaded with her as she got to the door

"When you have a better mindset call me" she said as she left the house I sighed I walked to my room as I saw Lucas holding Amari as he slept

"He looks just like me" he turned around looking at me

"Yea he does"

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant Autumn"

"I-I didn't know until the incident happened I promise" I quickly said he laughed

"Why are you scared Autumn?" I put Amari down as he sat on the bed

"I'm sorry about last night I just- I blacked out I really am sorry it won't happen again I promise" he restated

"Lucas can you go now you got to se you're son you can leave" I said as I pointed to the door He sighed

"You just don't get it do you I want you"

"I'm going to get you back wether you enjoy it or not you're gonna be mine and mine forever" he said in my face as he stroked my black eye

"Lucas please stop just leave me alone I don't want to be with you" my lip quivered I pulled away from his grip he pulled me back to him forcefully as he roughly grabbed my chin to face him

"Autumn I'm not gonna tell you again where gonna be a family again and your gonna love me again like nothing happened" he said as tears fell down my face as I shook my head no

"Lucas please don't do this" I said as he grabbed my hand roughly pulling me downstairs

"Lucas please!" I yelled as I new I was gonna pay for not agreeing with him he pushed me into the basement floor as he sat next to me and tied my hands up with a zip tie he found around the basement

"Lucas you don't have to do this to me why are you doing this to me" I cried as he tied it tightly

"I told you you were gonna pay why don't you take me seriously Autumn?!" He kicked my in the stomach I drew my head back in pain he poured ice cold water on my body

"I'm sorry" I cried as he proceeded to beat me I cried out in pain as my mouth had blood in it I coughed up blood He took off his belt and hit my bare back over and over until I could feel my skin tearing and the pain was unbearable he got a knife and heated it up with a lighter and put it on my thigh I yelped out in pain and he cut my face with the knife as he violently pulled me up by my shirt

"Why do you make me do this to you Autumn?" He looked me in the eye I didn't respond I looked down as he dropped me on the floor and untied me my wrists where stinging I had cuts all over and bruises and blood everywhere

"I'm so sorry" he hugged me as he cried

"I can't- I can't live like this Lucas I'm sorry but you hurt me so many times I'm slowly feeling like myself again and you're taking that away from me what happened to you? The you that used to be my everything" I cried as I shook violently.

Autumnnnn need to get her shit togetherrrrr ASAP

What y'all think is gonna happen next

How you think Bri is gonna feel when she finds out what happened to her as soon as she left?

Y'all need to stop being ghost readers and comment😒