Continuing the cycles

Downfall

Lucas~

This chapter has graphic violence and sexual assault viewers discretion is advised  

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I cried as I walked to the gravesite this is all my fault if I would've gotten help she would still be here

Paparazzi swarmed us and took pictures of us as we mourned 

"Get outta here" my bodyguard pushed them away I laid a white flower next to her tombstone

"I'm so sorry" tears flowed out I never meant for this to happen any of it my brother patted my shoulder in condolence 

"The kids need you here" I cried 

"I was she was still here bro"  

"I loved her so much but I was hurting her" I cried he gave me a hug I embraced him and pulled away

"I gotta go" I walked to my car and got in I looked at my red puffy eyes in the rearview mirror and sighed how could I have let this happen

I drove around to clear my head I couldn't keep the tears from falling from my eyes I tried to calm down but I couldn't 

"God why? why did you have to make me like this shes gone! all because of me I could've saved her"

I drove to the nearest corner store and bought 1 bottle of 1942 and 2 bottles of Henny and some cheap beer to ease the pain

"That'll be $345 please," the man at the cash register said I pulled out $400 and handed him the correct amount 

"Ight you be easy," he said as I walked out the door I got back in my yellow Chevrolet Camaro and opened the don julio

I took it to the head and scrunched my face up this shit strong 

I took one more swig and switched to the Henny before I knew it I drunk the whole bottle trying to drown my sorrows and guilt 

I drove out of the parking lot as my head felt like it was spinning I drove uneasily 

Omnicient~

He drove slowly then his foot hit the gas and he was pushing 70 mph in a 35 lane he swerved in between lanes and took another swing from the beer can 

"Shits not strong enough" he threw the can in the back and grabbed the don julio and took another swig he was losing control a vehicle approached his head on he looked through the windshield but quickly swerved before he was hit 

"Damn that was close" he slurred his words he laughed at himself 

"I'm taking my ass to Fredericksburg" a city an hour and a half away from San Antonio 

"This is your fault"

"You're the reason she's dead"

"It's all your fault"

"You're so stupid"

"You're just like your father"

"STOP" he yelled as the voices in his head became stronger he swerved at the steering wheel 

Hitting a car then struck a tree leaving him lifeless

"At least now I can be with her once again," he thought before his life slipped away 

Memory~

"Kendrick stop" his mother shielded her face

"Shut the hell up Regina you make me do this" he kicked her in the ribs

"I'm sorry!" she yelled out as he continued to beat her he unbuckled his pants and took his belt and struck her across the face she cried out in pain 

"You never listen to me that's what gets you here" he continued to whip her as if she was a slave

"Dad stop" my brother king yelled out he was bold, bolder than he ever could be my dad walked over to him and slapped him in the face 

"This has nothing to do with you" 

"You're supposed to beat your wife so she'll listen to you but your mother doesn't listen so I have to teach her" he pulled his gun out of his pocket she tried to crawl away but that only angered him more 

"Stop moving bitch!" he yelled venomously as he pistol-whipped her she screamed and he left off two shots one to the head and one to the chest and no other screams were heard he looked in horror to see the blood leaking out of my mothers head and chest she was dead and there was nothing he could do about it

He ran to her cold body and held her 

"I'm so sorry" he cried 

"I'm so so sorry" His father walked around in disbelief that he had killed the love of his life 

"I can't live without you Regina" tears fell from his eye

"You killed her!!" he screamed to him he heard a shot go off and his father's body hit the ground 

"N-no, dad! you can't leave me too" He watched as his eyes slowly closed his last words was "I'm sorry Regina"

"No Bryson king they're dead they're both dead" He screamed as sobs broke through his chest that is the night Lucas broke forever and that was his downfall...