Boyf riends Oneshots (Requests are open)

he forgot

so i know this sounds angsty but there's fluff at the end

also this might be short, i haven't written it yet

tw: bad thoughts, breakdowns and crying

michaels pov
today is me and jeremys one year anniversary! we started dating in junior year and now we're both seniors. i'm really happy with him and honestly i just love jeremy so much.

once i got to school, i spotted jeremy by his locker and waited for him to notice me.

"oh hey, micha." he smiles and says nothing else.

"hey jerebear." i awkwardly greet, still waiting.

the bell rings.

"shit, gotta head to class. see you later, mike." jeremy runs off, leaving me at his locker, alone.

did he forget our anniversary? no, he couldn't. but he didn't say anything about it.

i brush it off and head to class.

~lunch~

jeremy still hasn't said anything. i'm starting to get a little mad. he's listening to jake tell some story, but i couldn't hear it, my thoughts were too loud.

he doesn't love you anymore.

he forgot.

he doesn't care.

he's gonna break up with you.

you aren't lovable.

i shake my head and try to ignore the voices.

slipping on my headphones, i drown out everything else.

~after school~

i walk past jeremy in the hall.

"hey, michael—" i shove past him, holding back my tears.

~

i park my car in my driveway and run up to my room, chucking my phone on my carpeted floor.

as soon as the bedroom door closes, i let my tears fall. sobs escape my lips as i fall onto my bed, hugging my knees to my chest. shakily, i take off my glasses and set them on my nightstand, so they won't get fogged up.

i continue sobbing into my hoodie until there were no more tears left.

sniffling once and a while, i lay down and try to sleep, but my stupid phone buzzed. i let out a groan of annoyance and slowly get up, checking the message and frowning.

jerebear💖: wanna come over? :)

micha💞: why would i want to hang out with you?

jerebear💖: ...because we're boyf riends?

micha💞: fine.

jerebear💖: micha? are you ok?

i didn't respond, why should i?

i got some jeans on and my white sneakers, along with my hoodie and exited the house.

~~~

i enter the house with my key that jeremy gave me, and look around for him, taking off my shoes in the process. (don't track mud into the house, kids)

he wasn't in the living room, or anywhere downstairs for that matter. i walk up to his room and open the door.

"oh! micha, you're heere." jeremy said and hugged me. i pushed him away and crossed my arms.

"m-mikey? what's wrong?" he asked, completely clueless.

"what's wrong? oh, i don't know, jeremy. maybe the fact that you forgot our anniversary? i thought i actually meant something to you." i glared.

"michael, what are you talking about? i didn't forget. i made a blanket fort and got a bunch of snacks for us. i even rented 'joker.'" jeremy stepped aside and there was, in fact, a blanket fort with snacks. the tv showed 'joker' paused at the beginning.

i looked around before looking back at my boyf riend. "then... why didn't you say something at school." i whimper, feeling the guilt rise in me.

"well, i wanted to keep it a surprise. i guess it was kinda my fault though. i should've at least said 'happy anniversary' or something." jeremy rambles.

"shut up, shut up!" i yell and cup his face, "jeremy, you are the most amazing boyf riend ever and i am so sorry i doubted you." i cry, not bothering to wipe the tears away.

"michael, no, don't cry." jeremy cooed and wiped my eyes with his thumb.

"i'm sorry for not trusting you." i mumble guiltily.

"mimi, there's no need to be sorry. its not your fault." my boyf reassures. i nod and hug him. i feel him nuzzle into the crook of my neck and i rest my head on his.

i sigh contently, tears long gone.

"i love you, michael mell." jeremy whispered. i open my eyes in shock, that was the first time either of us has said 'i love you'. i smile and hug him tighter.

"i love you too, jeremy heere." i mumble.

"now let's watch that movie." i chuckle.

i scoop jeremy up bridal style, which caused a squeak from the boy in my arms. i carried him over to the blanket fort that he set up and crawled inside, setting jeremy on my lap. jeremy turned so that he was facing sideways in my lap and wrapped his arms around my neck, snuggling into my chest. (why tf am i reading this in that tiktok text to speech voice)

"happy anniversary, michael." he smiles.

"happy one year anniversary, jeremy." i admire him and lean in to kiss him on the forehead.

jeremy squeaks adorably and starts the movie.

i couldn't have asked for a better anniversary.

so it turns out this was a longer one shot than i thought