Boyf riends Oneshots (Requests are open)

thats not how the story goes

HAHA ANGST

⚠️tw: suicide ⚠️ sorry

not really based off the song but i like it anyway

michaels pov
"micha! i have something to tell you!" jeremy runs up to me at the park.

"oh sure, what's up?" we sit on a bench.

"ok, so umm... first, i'm bi. and second, there's this guy i like, and i wanna ask him out." jeremy said, fiddling with his hands.

"really? that's awesome, man! who's the lucky guy." i ask, secretly hoping it's me.

"umm.... well he's my friend, he goes to our school. we went through a lot together. his smile brights up the room. and he really likes to play video games with me." jeremy finishes.

"wait really? oh my god! i love you too!" i exclaim.

"wha— oh. my. god. micha, i'm so sorry, it's... not... you..." he looks embarrassed.

that's not supposed to happen.

"wh-what?" my voice is small and trembling. "b-but you said... you went through a lot and... and the-the video games and..."

"yea... it's umm... it's rich. we went through a lot with the squip and he's actually pretty good at video games." (i'm not a multi shipper so i don't ship jeremy and rich, this is really weird to write)

"but that's not supposed to happen.... you're supposed to like me back and we kiss and date and get married and-and have a family..." i trail off, my voice breaking.

"i'm sorry michael... i just don't feel the same. we can still be friends though, right?" jeremy asked, i simply nod looking down.

"i think im gonna do home." i mumble.

~michaels house~

i sit on my red beanbag.

i take out my phone and write a quick message to jeremy.

michael: hey, you're right. we can still be friends, i'll get over my silly crush soon.

every word was a lie, but i didn't want to lose him, so i'll just be friends instead.

the person you are trying to reach has blocked your number

he blocked me. he's weirded out by me.

i felt my chest tighten and suddenly i'm sobbing. this time there's no one to comfort me.

i lost him.

i've kept this secret for 6 years and now i fucked up.

i had a perfect friendship, and now i'm blocked.

i couldn't breathe. my chest felt like there were a hundred bricks on it. my hands were shaking like and earthquake and the whole room was spinning.

~next day at school~

i don't want to be here.

i look like shit today, but i didn't bother to do anything about it. i'm not doing it for him anymore, so what's the point.

i didn't even have my hoodie on, i had a black hoodie instead. (CONNOR IS THAT YOU)

im sitting alone at lunch, i see jeremy and rich sitting next to each other with everyone else. no one even notices i'm gone. or maybe jeremy told them to ignore me. i see them kiss.