missing

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tw: suicide attempt

jeremys pov
"i fucking love you, man." i smiled, holding onto michael tightly while the rain poured on both of us. it was almost midnight but i couldn't give a fuck with the boy in front of me.

"i missed you so much. i love you too." michael mumbled against the crook of my neck. i giggled as my tears melted into the raindrops going down my face.

~earlier~

i was walking down the street with the rain pouring, violently hitting the fabric of my black umbrella that was held over my held. once and a while, i kicked a rock around.

i was taking a depression walk, abs what better mood for a depression walk than rain?

the sound of the rain was so loud, i could barely hear myself think. eventually my thoughts did come through the noise though.

where could he be?

i miss him.

did he run away?

was it because of me?

what if something horrible happened to him?

i shake myself out of my thoughts and look around for something to distract myself with, but the thoughts came back even louder than before as i looked to a certain location.

there it was, on a telephone pole, drenched and somewhat melting off the pole.

MISSING:
Name: Michael Mell
Age: 17
Height: 5'11
Description: Tan skinned, black glasses, short dark brown hair, last seen wearing a pac-man shirt and jeans
Last known location: Walking home from a friends house

i sigh and keep treading forward. i've seen those posters all over town by now, but they break my heart every time. he's been missing for two. fucking. months.

the love of my life is gone, and i didn't even get a chance to say goodbye, let alone confess.

my eyes burn as tears make their way down my face and a lump starts to form in my throat as i choke back sobs.

i can't fucking take it anymore.

i make my way over to the bridge that me and michael used to take walks on all the time. i almost chuckle at the irony.

i close my umbrella and throw it on the sidewalk, letting myself get drenched to the bone. soon, it won't even matter.

i climb over the side carefully and sit on the edge, looking down into dark abyss of water.

i take a deep breath and sing me and michaels made up song that we used to sing when we played AOTD.

"f-find the bay guy... push him aside
then m-move on forward with your f-f-friend by your side
it's a two player game, so when they make an attack,
you know you've gotta brother gonna have your back...

then you s-stay on track and *sob* remain on course
and if they give you a smack you gotta use your force...

and if you leave your brother behind it's lame, cuz it's an effed up world..."

"but it's a two player game."

i whipped my head around as fast as humanly possible and gasped.

"m-michael?" he nods. "MICHAEL!"

i quickly bolted up and jumped back onto the sidewalk, trapping my long lost best friend in the tightest hug i could manage.

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