voices in my head

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not really a halloween chapter but happy halloween

you already know. this is about two days after the play (jeremys out of the hospital)

jeremys pov
i was currently in my house with my dad, rich, and christine. after the play they said they would help me get michael (my dad wanted to help too).

"ugh dad, what am i gonna do? i really like michael but i don't know how to tell him." i complain. i haven't even seen him since the play.

i doubt he wants to see me.

"you gotta buy him a rose, complement him on his clothes." my dad said.

"say you appreciate that he's smart!" christine chimed in.

rich pipes up, "nah man, you tell him that he excites you sexually."

"rich!" christine yells.

"trust me i know, how it's gonna go. listen and 'oh'." my dad said.

i bury my head in my hands.

"i'm just gonna start walking to school then." i say, grab my bag (that still has 'BOYF' on it) and head out the door, rich and christine following a while back.

"and there are voices in my ear
i guess these never disappear
i'll let 'em squeal and i will deal
and make up my own mind" i mutter to myself as i walk into my school

"might still have voices in my head
but now they're just the normal kind,
voices in my head but now they're the normal kind!"

jenna, brooke, chloe and jake approach me.

"heard you were asking out anti-social headphones kid." jake elbowes me in the side.

"seriously how does everybody know about that?" i ask.

"just summon strength from within." jenna said.

"don't get hung up on your skin." brooke commented.

"he prob'ly think that acne is hot." chloe awkwardly throws in.

i feel an arm around my shoulder and i look up to see jake. "i'll throw you a rope homeslice, if you need some dope advice."

"now march on over, and give him a shot." they all yell. i nod and spot michael sitting at an empty cafeteria table.

while i'm walking i mumble to myself again.

"and there are voices all around,
and you can never mute the sound
they scream and shout i tune them out
and make up my own mind

might still have voices in my head but now they're just the normal kind
voices in my head but now they're the normal kind."

i sit down next to him and open my mouth but he interrupts me.

"i still remember how it felt. feeling like i could save everyone. it's embarrassing to think that i could actually be someone's 'hero'" he did quotation marks around "hero".

"yea, b-but you were my hero. look, i almost destroyed our friendship, maybe all of human civilization. i know the last thing i deserve is another shot but umm...."

"just say what's on your mind, jer." michael said.

"umm... sev' elev'? just the two of us?" i ask, nervously.

"and any voices in our heads?" michael asks, grabbing my hand.

"there might be voices in our heads, but i swear the voices there will be the regular kind." i comment.

"me and the voices in my head have made up our collective mind." he thinks.

"what do they say we should do?" i cross my fingers.

"i think that all of us want to go out with you." michael confirms.

"wait really?" he nods. "does that mean i c-can k-kiss you?" i ask. he nods his head excitedly.

i lean in and our lips connect.

'and there are voices in my head
so many voices in my head'

we separate and i feel michael pick me up and twirl me around.

'and they can yell and hurt like hell,
but i know i'll be fine.'

michael sets me down and i hug him as tight as i can.

'still have voices in my head,
yea there are voices in my head.
but of the voices in my head,
the loudest one is mine!'

the end because i'm lazy

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