(⚠️this chapter contains scenes of sexual assault!!! I'll leave a little emoji when the scene is coming⚠️)
You were stubborn and prideful, and that's why it hurt so much to do what you were about to do. You didn't want to make a fool out of yourself, yet you no longer cared. You became sick of the distance, of the solitary. You just wanted him back. Even if it meant that you had to throw away every last drop of pride left that resided in you.
After the your joint schedules got cancelled due to your incident last week, you decided it was time to gain some courage.
Your argument with Mingyu weighed heavy on your heart. When he didn't contact you,the truth hit you hard, as well as his words. Every ounce of your body was telling you to just tear away the stubborn exterior you built yourself and take responsibility. Mingyu was always the one who made the effort for you, not once did you make the move. But now it was time.
That concludes why you were now standing in front of his dorm, trying to build up the courage to knock on the door. Multiple times now, your handed has reached and formed a fist in front of the door, but the same amount of times you shuddered away. "Stop being such a wimp." You whispered to yourself.
Eventually, you shut your eyes as your knuckles pounded on the hard wood. You pulled your hand away and buried them in your hoodie pockets while you waited for the door to be answered.
There was a loud rattle to be heard before your knock was answered by a bright figure. "Y/n?"
You lifted you heard to locate the voice. "Joshua." Was all you could utter.
"What are you doing here?" He asked.
Now you felt so stupid. You wanted to run away, but it was too late. "I'm here to see Mingyu."
He smiled before moving aside, gesturing for you to come in. You walked inside and was bewildered with what you witnessed. The whole place was...calm. Probably because it was empty, but it was calm. You were expecting to walk into seventeen's dorm and witness complete chaos, but it was the opposite.
"He's in his room." Joshua states, snapping you back from your random thoughts.
"Hm?" You replied, not realising what he said.
"Mingyu." He pointed to a door, "he's is in his room."
"Oh. Uh-thank you."
"You're welcome." His sweet smile caused your nerves to fade a little.
You approached the door to Mingyu's bedroom, feeling more stupid than ever. It was so unnatural for you to be the dominant one, but here you were, about to make the biggest apology of your life.
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