Hate Me Closer (Phan)

Chapter Fifty-One

They stayed facing the remains of the day sky for a while more, until their legs began to ache and they'd much rather be alone. Dan took his boyfriend's palm, taking him down the stairs and back into the main deck where they stood for a moment in the hall. They both knew what they wanted, but it was coming to an agreement that it was definitely what they wanted and how they were going to get to that point when they were standing in a room full of passersby.

"We're not...going to the pools like I rambled earlier, right?" Dan asked, feeling his heart pulsate in his chest.

Phil chuckled, beginning to walk down the stairs, "I was hoping not." Dan caught up with him, fumbling at his side until they were standing outside their bedroom door. He unlocked it with his card he held ready in his hand, and he shut the door again with his hands against the wood. Phil stepped closer towards the younger boy and placed his lips to his jaw, pulling them away and watching the brown in his eyes swirl.

Dan nodded, taking hold of Phil's shirt in his fists and bringing their chests closer. They both closed their lips together as the shorter boy was evermore pushed into the door. Dan let out a small moan, biting his own bottom lip as his nails clawed under Phil's clothing. He grinned into the kiss when he felt the older boy's fingers expertly unbuttoning his shirt until it fell loose against his chest and stomach. He tried to undo Phil's just as smoothly, but he continuously became distracted by the black-haired boy's teeth against his collar bone.

It wasn't long before they were both on the edge of the bed in their underwear, with Dan's legs straddling Phil's waist as they both kept themselves upright. Their hearts both jumped more than they usually would because they both had an unspoken plan. Dan pulled his mouth away, looking downwards between the mass of brown and black hair as he kept his gaze on Phil's lips, "What have you got?" he asked. Phil raised an eyebrow and they both giggled. The younger boy shook his head, "What did you bring?"

"I picked up lube when I bought deodorant from the pharmacy?" Phil asked, the unspoken plan now clearly written between the two of them.

Dan nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat as he slowly stepped off of Phil's lap. He wasn't quite sure where he wanted to be. They seemed to be almost equal until now, "Almost." he thought to himself.

Phil stood up, holding his hands on Dan's waist as he pressed their lips together and turned them around. The brown-haired boy shuffled himself back as he fixed the fringe over his eyes. He wanted to see his boyfriend while they fucked, at least for now. Dan ran his top lip under his teeth as it occurred to him he'd be losing his virginity to a boy. This wasn't the kind of thing they bragged about in teen movies.

"Relax." Phil smiled warmly, sitting on his feet between Dan's open knees. The younger boy nodded, running his fingers under his best friend's waistband and pulling his boxers down. He then removed his own and he suddenly realised how much more comfortable this was to do than the first time they'd sat naked in the same bed, back at their home. He took a breath in, nodding to himself and lying back onto the stash of pillows. He shut his eyes as Phil clambered off the bed to his wash bag, taking the small bottle out and returning between the younger boy's knees.

Dan wasn't sure if he'd even like it, or if Phil would. He thought if they'd tried to have done this before getting each other off about fifty times, he'd have backed out at this point, apologising to the older boy and holding him as he shook. But, he felt unbelievably comfortable with the black-haired teenager as he clumsily squirted lube against his fingers, something about the inexperienced sight put Dan at ease, and maybe that was because they were just as clueless as each other. Anything they knew was from Chris, ultimately, and his constant jokes about sexuality.

Dan hummed impatiently, pushing his heels into Phil's back to bring him closer. They both giggled until the older boy was knelt between them both, slowly moving his finger to Dan's hole. He pushed his middle finger in and his stomach twisted as he saw the smaller boy take a sharp intake of breath and grip against the bedsheets. He waited a moment before moving his knuckles in circles as he let the other teenager adjust to it.

Dan still wasn't sure if he liked it, if he was honest. It felt uncomfortable and having Phil's mouth around him felt more desirable, but he wanted to try. He moaned in uncertainty again when another one of Phil's fingers pushed inside of him and worked on stretching him out. It still didn't feel comfortable, but for some reason, the only thing he wanted now was to go further, "Phil." he said, telling the older boy everything he needed to hear.

Phil covered his cock in another lot of lube, kneeling upright and holding his hands on Dan's thighs. He stayed there for a second, gathering his balance before he moved his right hand to his dick and held the tip to his boyfriend's ass, "Are you sure?" he asked, his breaths panting and the younger boy near sweats beneath him. Dan nodded, so he didn't hesitate to begin pushing inside of him.

The brown-haired boy gasped and he gripped onto the pillow above him. He pulled it into his fists as his entire body seemed to light itself on fire in every pleasurable way. It felt so strange to him and it still wasn't the best thing he could imagine, but he wanted as much of Phil inside him as he could, "Go all the way in." he told the other boy, holding his breath and tightening around him as he felt the entirety of his boyfriend's length inside of him. He slowed his breaths and let his arms relax beside his body, and slowly he realised how badly he never wanted to let Phil leave his body.

Phil couldn't hold himself back anymore, so he began to slowly move himself in and out of the boy spread out beneath him. In no way could he compare this to anything else they'd done, no matter how many hand jobs the other teenager gave him. He kept himself moving at a steady rhythm until he asked, "Is this good?"

Dan nodded, his eyes closed and his bottom lip bitten between his teeth. The black-haired boy flicked his fringe behind his ear and he didn't think he'd quite seen anything so arousing than the boy he loved completely lost for words because of how good he was making him feel. Dan frustratingly muttered, "I'm going to come." so the older boy shuffled himself so he could grasp Dan's cock at the same time, gently moving his palm against him.

The change in position set Phil's dick to push perfectly upwards and send a violent shiver across the whole of the smaller boy's body until he was moaning and cursing, "Fuck." the older boy wasn't quite sure why he was acting this way when he wasn't even coming yet, but they both very soon were as Dan's orgasm sent his muscles pushing against Phil's length until he was buckling under his knees and struggling to continue moving.

They waited a moment before they chuckled in disbelief, pulling themselves away from each other and falling to the other's side. Dan wrapped his arms around his boyfriend, looking warmly into his eyes as they grinned. He kissed him, closing his eyes and wishing he'd never have to leave this moment.