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p.s: get out of your head and enjoy this and live through this and leave comment , hope you enjoy
Dear diary ,
"Honeymoon is over and everyone is downstairs arguing and to whoever reads this , growing up is the worst but not as bad highschool"-you wrote this down
As You put pen down you looked at photos on bedside
"Y/n get your ass over here"-laya shouted
"Alexa play teen movie sound track this about to be long"-you said annoyed as you dragged your body down the stairs dreading to deal with whatever was going on
you got down
Asher was helping the kids with homework and laya and Dylan we're here
"Okay whats going on"-laya
"Nothing"-you choosing not to talk about it
"She won't tell you ,she can't even tell me"-Asher
"You wanna know why I have been sneaking around , I'm in therapy , I'm best lawyer but awful friend , I'm best mother but awful wife , I know that's how you feel , not trying throw a pity party , I have a lot ridding on me but I don't have time to think and I feel trapped "- you shouted
RING 📱
You got call to go work on a case
As it ended
"You can stay mad at me and hate me I love you guys but I gotta go change something , since your ideas on nothing you know about and has got you mad with me"- you walked out with sass aka the power walk like mikaelson .
Your kids ran to you and hugged you, then you left as you got to car you just prayed a sighed as you drove through the dark
Asher PoV
"I'm still mad at her and you guys should be too, I love her but I don't like her at moment , she even hates herself and we argue it's normal but we always communicate but she been distant , but guys I'm too mad at her can you guys look after her because I care to much for her be on outs with everyone that will damage her , even things she has told me it make this really bad "-Asher trying
talk with his emotions running high
Your PoV
You were writing up docs up and making all the paper work look neat , everyone was clocking up and you just stayed until 2 am and you drove to place you would go to when things go crazy
You sat there until 4 am just watching the lights go down as the sun went up you played your sad music playlist , you were changing , paying bills and arguing more and your kids were little mad too but you need time to care for yourself and you got 10 miss calls and 30messages you missed and when your by yourself you wanted avoid the drama and you always brought your diary and wrote all your thoughts down , so it could make sense to you then you went back to the car as you drove
Treat myself better -Victoria justice came on and your hair was out blowing in wind and it was so amazing the feeling of being free the sun shined on your face and that smile you said goodbye to for days came back as you played radio for nostgical throwback and you heard the tide is high
while driving ,you thought of why people would not understand that it's not easy to explain your thoughts then you enjoyed the peace of not deal with your issues and you looked at all shops opening and the smell of fresh bakery when and you decided to go to the gym to release the negative energy and birds were sing it felt like you were at the edge of the world.
