Paisleywood

Chapter 19: Forever and Always

Carries prov

Brad started slowing down and pulled over to the side of the road. I kept facing the window. I started to feel sick again. I tried to push it away but I couldn't. I grabbed the water and unlocked the door. Then I got out an ran. I ran away from the road and bent over. But nothing came out this time. I just stood there bent over. I heard Brad come up behind me and start rubbing my back again.

B-"Care, are you okay?" He asked

C-"No Brad I'm not." I said pushing him away.

I started walking away from him and the truck.

B-"Care! Where are you going?!" He said and I turned around to face him.

C-"Brad, I'm giving you an out.  I know you didn't plan on any of this and I know you don't want to help raise the baby if its Mike. So here's your out." Then I turned around and kept walking. He didn't come say anything. Or call me back.

  I felt tears start to run down my face. Does Brad not want to be with me anymore?  Why didn't he say anything at the hospital?! What the hell. What if the Baby is his? But what if its Mikes? Is he going to leave me? Just because the baby is Mikes? I can't lose him.. I need Brad but he obviously doesnt want me if he didn't say anything at the hospital. Well he got his out that he wanted..

B-"Carrie! Wait!" I heard him yell.

He's further away now. I didnt want to stop. Ugh. I don't even know where the hell I'm going! I'm just going to keep following this road I guess.. What am I going to do if this is Mikes baby? I don't want Mike near the baby at all!  I want Brad to be the father. Not Mike.

I actually never wanted to have children with him If I think about it. I took a sip of my water. What am I going to do now.. Just keep walking and hitch hike? No. Just keep walking. What if Brads coming for me? What if he isn't.. Should I look back to see if he's coming? What if he isn't.. Does he care anymore like he says he said he did or was that not true? Why am I so emotional! Is this because I'm pregnant! I can't even think straight! I slowed down my pace and started walking alittle slower.. I want Brad... He's probably gone by now.. I felt more tears start to roll down my cheeks. I dont know what to think anymore.. All of a sudden I heard someone run up behind me. Brad. He grabs my hand and pulls me towards him which ended up.making we turn around and face him. Before i coukd say anything, he starts to kiss me. I was a little shocked because he came after me but I kissed him right back. I wrap my arms around his neck. He pulls out and looks at me. He was crying.

B-"Carrie, I love you so much. I could never leave you and I don't want to lose you. Ever. I won't care if the baby turns out to be Mikes because I will care for the baby as if they were my own. We will raise that baby together no matter what happens. But As long as I have you in my arms and by my side, I will be happy. You are the love of my life Carrie. I will love you forever and always. And no one will tear us apart. Okay. I love you and only you. Don't ever leave me like that again. Okay. I can't lose you again. I just got you back and I don't want to lose you.  You are my world Care. And I don't know if I would survive without you. I love you." He said crying.

I started crying some more.

C-"I love you too and im sorry. I didn't mean it!

I want to be with you and raise this baby together."

He lifted me off the ground and spun me around. Then he set me back on the ground and we stared into each others eyes. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed him. And before I knew it our lips crashed. Brad picked me up off the ground and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He walked us over to the truck and then pushed me up against it. He pushed my hair away from my neck and made a line of kisses from my lips to my neck. Omg I loved every second of this. I started running my fingers through his hair. I let out a moan and I felt Brad smiling as he was kissing my neck.

C-"Brad.."

B-"What?" He said without stopping.

C-"Open the door in the back."

He pulls out and looks at me.

B-"Care are you sure you want to?"

C-"yes."

With that I wrap my arms around his neck again as he moves backwards to open the door while I'm in his arms.  He laid me down on the floor and shut the door before crawling onto of me. When he's on top of me, he leans down and reclaims my lips. I wrap my legs around his waist. He pulls off my shirt. Then takes off his. He looks me in the eyes.

B-"Carrie I love you more than you will ever know."

C-"I love you too."

Then they start to make love.