Paisleywood

chapter 13: CMA's part 2

Carries prov:

The picture in the magazine was making me mad and upset. It was a picture of Mike and Kim kissing in public. If he's with Kim then why the hell is he texting me and telling me he wants me back and loves me? I mean i just ended it and now hes taking Kim to the streets and kissing her. Seriously. I know they had an affair together but already showing it off. I felt a pain of saddness. Its over. I thought i loved him but i dont. Everything we did together doesnt matter anymore. Now its me and Brad making memories. Then I noticed that they interviewed him. Oh great. I started reading what they said.

M-''Im in love with Kim now.  I dont think i ever really loved Carrie like i love Kim.. I didnt know till i met Kim and when i met her i knew i wanted her more than anything in the world.  But Carrie is my everything and I don't know what I would have  done with out her. She's an amazing person, singer and best friend. I had always made her happy but we've grown apart... I want Carrie still. But I also want Kim. I don't know anymore... But I will fight for the love of my life. I will. She doesn't know it yet but she will. If your reading this now I'm wanting you to know I'm sorry for hurting you "

What does that mean? I will fight for the love of my life? He just said he loved Kim more than me! If hes talking about me then... Omg no. I don't want him. I want Brad. I love Brad.  What is going on?! I turned and looked at Brad. He looked pissed off. That's when he turned and walked out of the room. I got up and chased after him. I lost sight of him but I think he's heading outside to cool off. I went to the nearest exit and went out the door.

C-"Brad?" I said walking around. A few seconds later I see him standing near a wall facing it.

C-"Brad" I said walking up to him

Brads prov

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I keep replaying Carries reaction when she looked at the magazine. She looked hurt from it. What if she wants him back.. I'm not going to let this happen. I'm just going to let her go instead of her picking him over me..

B-"Care if you want him. Go to him."

C-"What?"

B-"If you want to go back to mike go."

C-"Brad."

B-"Care no."

C-"What the hell is this Brad? I don't want Mike! I want you!"

B-"Carrie. GO! I know you miss him! And I'm not letting you be miserable with me okay!"

C-"Brad Douglas Paisley. Look at me right now."

B-"No. You love him. Not me. I get it. You didn't want to hurt me. Its okay. I won't tell anyone and neither will Miranda or Blake."

C-"BRAD! ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW. I LOVE YOU NOT HIM." She said getting mad.

Before I could say another word she walked over to me and kissed me on the lips. Then she pulls out and backs away from me.

C-"If that doesn't show you then I don't know what will!" Then she turned and walked to the door "Maybe you should think about who you love and stop telling me that I don't love you and that I want Mike back!" Then she went back inside. I stood their for a minute and realized how stupid I was being. I know she loves me. And I love her. I guess just seeing that picture and reading what Mike said pissed me off. I know she doesn't want to be any where near him. Crap. I need to go apologize. I took off running to the door and inside. I know she was heading back to the interview room. As I'm running I can see her. I was almost to her when she went back into the room. As soon as I got there I stopped running and walked fast into the room.