Death Lilly

chapter 13

Cayn was already parked in my drive by the time I walked out the front door ready for school.

"Your Chariot awaits, me lady." He grinned opening the passenger door.

"So what's with the good boy act?" I teased. "You still feeling guilty about yesterday?"

"Oh thanks." He mocked pretending to be offended by my jest. "I just wanted to do it right after what happened.  Make sure you know this isn't just some kind of hook-up for me. I'm sorry I fucked up Lilly. I don't think you understand just how dependent on you I have become. This might sound stupid, but, I think that maybe you bring out the best in me... no matter how hard I try to fight it." Cayn clutched my hand placing it between our chests while gazing at me.

"Cayn. Forget it. Yesterday is all forgotten."

"I need you Lilly. I need you to make me the best person I can be. If I mess up I want you to forgive me and promise that you won't leave."

"Wow that sounds kind of stalkerish..." 'Oh my god' I thought. Why did I just say that? 'Please ground open up now and swallow me.' I close my eyes wishing I had something to hit my head against, luckily Cayn laughed.

"I profess my love to you and you call me a stalker. That's harsh Lil." He teases.

"Can we please not talk about it, school time. Better get going."

"I know, but what happened last night. Jeez. It felt so good that for the first time ever I couldn't sleep. I missed you. I wanted to kiss you again. I wanted to feel your legs wrap around me one more time as you dragged me closer, not letting go. I've never felt like that about anyone."

"So this is all about sex or about the possibility of sex?" I question, taking a step back.

"Yes, No...I mean sure when the time is right it will blow our minds I reckon but what I mean is I missed you enough not to be able to sleep. That I stayed awake thinking about you and how I had almost messed that all up."

My head was full of all different kind of thoughts. "If I find out this is all so you can get into my pants I will never speak to you. I will never see you and you will never get to kiss me again." I threaten.

"You couldn't keep me away even if you tried. You might bring out the best in me but sometimes I'm at my best, when I am bad." Cayn gazes up at me through those long dark lashes and smiles a smile so sexy that it feels as though I should melt. A hot rush of desire runs through my very core as I try desperately to compose myself.

"So what you're saying is you're at your best when you're being bad huh? Should I watch out, run away and save myself before you corrupt me?"

"Well, I am a very, very dangerous man," he answers with a smugness that would have normally pissed me off. "Though clearly that isn't a deterrent for you. I can see it in your eyes that, you want to kiss me."

"Apparently nothing escapes your attention" I snicker, tossing back my hair.