A Dream Apart|TK

9. dear diary

taehyung was sitting on the couch in the living room, his mother's diary resting in his lap. it was 3am nights, he previously was in his room, laying next to jimin who was already asleep, but as much as taehyung tried to sleep, the curiosity of what seokjin was meaning in the book took over.

this is the first time taehyung rather wants to stay awake and not sleep. one night without his alpha won't hurt, right?

he opened the book, loving how smooth, yet rough the surface of the pages are. taehyung was one of a book worm, he loves reading, loves to watch movies that only take place in his head.

he started reading some lines, getting emotional with the fact his mother wrote them and this are her stories. taehyung's and seokjin's mother died when she got into a car accident. she was an omega, their father an alpha, who only lived for her. literally.

because only a few hours passed after the accident and the man, too, breathed his last breath.

it was the worst for seokjin and taehyung, they had lost everything. they were still young, seokjin 18 and taehyung only 11, and had already no one to take care of them. it was a hard life after that, seokjin quitted school so he could start working, in order for taehyung and him to get something to eat. they didn't entirely live in poorly conditions, but it felt like that. seokjin used to feel like giving up on life every moment, but he discarded that thought immediately when taehyung crossed his mind.

soon he met an alpha, fell in love, got married. namjoon came into their life like a savior, he brought light to seokjin's sadness immediately, he supported them with everything, helped when they needed to.

that's another story though, because taehyung continued reading and his breath almost got knocked out of his lungs.

dear diary,
when i advanced home today evening, longing for my lovely mother's self made apple pie, i suddenly fell to the ground, the reason unknown to me. pain shoot through my foot, but it was not my pain. i know it. i was not in pain, i am sure about it.
i cried for help, though no one seemed like wanting to do so, why should they? why should someone help a crying omega in the middle of a side walk?

dear diary,
again... it happened again. once again i felt this pain shooting through me, this time my back hurt and i could barely move. mother massaged it for me, but i did not feel any change in the pain as she pressed down on my skin. that is when i was sure about it, i'm not in pain.

dear diary,
i figured there is a deep connection with me and another wolf, hence why i can feel a pain that is not mine. it must be theirs. i talked to mother, she did not believe me, told me to stop give nonsense like this from me. i do not mind. as long as i know.

dear diary,
today i cut my arm, i made sure it leaves a wound that would not heal fast. if i feel another person's pain and have a connection with them, shouldn't they feel my pain too? experience the same?

dear diary,
when i went to school today, kim hansung kept looking at me, specifically my forearm, which i wrapped into white clothes, for the wound to be covered. it was strange, he kept looking, never advanced me though.

dear diary,
hansung can feel it. he can feel my pain. i can feel his pain. we both could not believe it at first, he led me to the school garden then and we talked about it... how strange it was. hansung is a great boy, a strong alpha with the face of a god and the personality of an angel. though everyone knows him as the boy who never looses a football game. that is why my foot hurt. he got injured during the last match, he healed faster than me though.