J H O's
Something is wrong about my child, I can't pinpoint what is it and that frustrates me.
I walked towards her room and knocked, I can hear footstep approaching.
" hey momsy goodmorning " she greeted me with a soft kiss in my cheeks I smiled and pinched her nose
" Goodmorning baby, can I come in? " I asked she smiled and nodded
" sure momsy come here " she replied my eyes roam to every corner of her room
Still black is life, and a photo of her with Fam during their vacation in SG.
" w..what about those luggage? " I asked curiously
" i..its n..nothing m..momsy " she worriedly replied
" a..are you planning to leave without saying goodbye? " I sadly replied she hugged me tight there a tear escaped in my eyes
" m..momsy i..its not like that " she whispered
" J..JB o.ohh j..jeez b..baby m..momsy is hurting " I replied in between my sobs
" shhh momsy please don't cry " she begged and carressed my back
" i..its h..hurt a lot b..baby, i...i'm l..losing my only c..child *hik* k..kailangan mo ba talagang umalis? *hik* " tanong ko akala ko noon madali lang dahil maiintindihan namin ang anak namin pero bakit ang sakit? kapag alam mong malapit na syang mawalay?
" m..momsy did I promise I will be back? " she asked I gently nodded
" I will fulfill that promise momsy, don't be sad. I love you momsy I really do. Pagbalik ko hindi na tayo magkakahiwalay pa " she continued I gently nodded
" k..kelan ka aalis? " tanong ko pinunasan nya ang mga luha ko at hinalikan ang mata ko
She will always be my sweet baby JB
" not sure Momsy, i'm not sure. " she replied
" please don't go, without saying goodbye anak " I begged she smiled and nodded
" yes momsy, I won't " she whispered and hugged me tightly
" a..alam na ba ni Fam? " tanong ko
" Yes momsy, but she has no idea that i'll leave " she sadly replied I cupped her cheek
" she deserve to know anak, nasanay na syang nandyan ka " I replied she shook her head
" yes momsy, I know she deserves to know b..but t..that will hurt her bigtime momsy, a..and i..if I say goodbye I---I m..might change my mind " she replied naguluhan ako sa sagot nya tinignan ko ang mga mata nya
" you'll hurt her more if you won't say goodbye " I replied she smiled bitterly
" I know momsy, I know b..but I might not leave if I saw her cry, she will understand momsy " she replied
" you love her don't you? " I asked she was shocked obviously
" o...of c..course momsy, w..we're f..family. I..I love her " she replied
BINABASA MO ANG
You're My Home (Book II)
FanficI saw you happy with another girl Am I late? Then reality hits me I deserved it I left you hanging but what can I do? I can't force myself to unlove you And how can I unlove you? You're My Home My Only Home