You're My Home (Book II)

86

J A D E's

" Oh its been a while since you visit me in my office baby " mom said and kissed my cheeks

" Mom I---I don't know what's wrong, I observe some changes with my wife a..and I don't know if its still normal. " I replied she gave me a questioning look

" What do you mean anak? Tell me anong naoobserve mo? " tanong ni mommy

" She's too paranoid with our safety mom, tapos umiiyak sya kapag hindi nya agad mapatahan si baby J. Nagseselos sya kahit wala akong ginagawang masama she's too afraid na malayo ako sa kanya. Hindi na ako nakakapagreport sa office mom " sagot ko napabuntong hininga lang si Mommy

" Base on what you said I think Yan si suffering from postpartum depression " she replied I looked at her asking to continue

" this is a depression suffered by a mother following childbirth, typically arising from the combination of hormonal changes, psychological adjustment to motherhood, and fatigue. The birth of a baby can trigger a jumble of powerful emotions, from excitement and joy to fear and anxiety. But it can also result in something you might not expect and its depression. " mom explained I sighed

" but is she will gonna be fine mom? " I worriedly asked she smiled and nodded

" she will anak, if you will help her. She will be needing a theraphy " Mom replied I nodded

" paano kung mali ang hinala mo mom, paano kung hindi pala postpartum depression ang dahilan? " tanong ko

" it will be worst anak if she's suffering from autophobia " mom replied

" autophobia? " I repeated

" this is a fear of being alone or lonely being alone even in a usually conforming place like home, can result in a severe anxiety for the people with this condition. People with autophobia feel they need another person or other people around in order to feel safe. " Mom replied I shook my head

Jeez! this is unbelievable

" Mom that's impossible, how could my wife suffer from that " I exclaimed

" Calm down Jade please, we are still not sure about her condition. Maybe she develop that noong naghiwalay kayo years ago " mom replied I crumpled my hair in frustration

" Mom are you telling me that i'm one of the reason kung bakit nagkaroon sya ng ganung sakit if ever man? pero bakit ngayon lang Mom bakit ngayon lang ito nangyayari? " tanong ko

" I can't answer that anak, Yan was too afraid to be alone, she has issues, she felt unsecured anak. We can't say but maybe something has triggered her " Mom explained hindi ko kinakaya ang mga nalalaman ko na pwedeng condition ng asawa ko but I know I can feel it something is wrong about my wife

" Mom kung totoo man ang hinala mo a part of me is to be blamed kung bakit nagkaganun, I wasn't with her sa kung anong mga pinagdaanan nya sa Canada, it pains me mom it hurts so much. " I replied she just hugged me tight

" hey baby its not your fault its no ones fault will do everything for her to overcome this. " Mom assured I gently nodded

" Mom please help me to convince her, baka kasi isipin nya na may mali sa kanya baka bumaba ang self confident nya I won't let that to happen. " I replied she gently nodded