You're My Home (Book II)

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F A M's

The dinner was perfect, kahit na kamuntik na akong atakihin sa nerbyos kanina.

Bawing-bawi naman sya so okay na hehe, after our dinner we agreed to have a walk sa seashore. Since napadami ata ang nakain namin.

Wala lang gusto lang naming damdamin ang sariwang hangin at maramdaman ang hampas ng alon kahit sa mga paa lang namin, this is so relaxing kahit pagod na pagod ako sa hospital.

We're walking hand in hand, iniwan na namin sa car ang mga footwear namin.

" As we staying? " tanong ko napatigil naman sya sa paglalakad

" as much as I want boo we can't, maaga ka bukas but anyways we can always come back here when you're free " she replied I gently nodded

" yeah yun din ang sasabihin ko sana, lalo at hindi ako natulog sa bahay kagabi baka makahalata na si Dada " sagot ko napabuntong hininga nalang sya

" d..do y..you think m..matatanggap nila tayo? " tanong nya ako naman ang napatingin sa kanya inaya ko muna syang maupo

" Ang random mo, saan naman galing yun? " tanong ko binigyan nya lang ako ng tipid na ngiti

" Wala lang bigla lang sumagi sa isip ko, Ayaw kong magalit sayo ang mga magulang mo " malungkot na sagot nya hinawakan ko naman ang kamay nya at dinala sa pisngi ko

" Don't overthink po please " I replied ayaw ko syang maging malungkot

" o..okay I'm sorry, lets not talk about it hehe " she replied and gave a weak smile I caressed her cheek

" JB can you honest with me? " I asked she creased her forehead

" Come on I've been so honest with you. I mean what do you mean by that? " she curiously asked nakataas pa ang kilay ng bakulaw

" I just want to know what are your plans, alam ko aalis ka and I'm giving you the chance to tell me everything " I replied she sighed and looks away

" why all of the sudden boo? " she asked

" I just want to know, para kung mawala ka may panghahawakan ako habang nag-aantay sayo. I knew this won't be easy" sagot ko tumango-tango lang sya

" Actually I knew this is a selfish decision since I might hurt a lot of people specially Momsy and Papsy pero ito lang kasi ang paraan na baka sakali pwede tayo. Ikaw lang ang gusto ko. " sagot nya napatingin ako sa kanya

" JB noong una palang sinabi ko na sayo if you'll decide on something don't think of others. Isipin mo ang sarili mo hindi ako hindi iba. Dahil kung anong mangyari sa desisyon mo ikaw at ikaw lang ang mahihirapan if ever please JB think of yourself " I replied she sighed

" Alright, ilang beses ko narin pinag-isipan ito pero yun at yun parin. I need this boo, kung gusto kitang makasama I need to do something. " sagot nya tumango-tango lang ako

" Basta ang akin lang kung magdecide ka isipin mo ang sarili mo, I'll support all the way. " I replied she just smiled and gently nodded