Only making love (Aston Merrygold fanfic)

Only making love part 43

*Ast's pov*

I was the first in at the studios so I went into our room and went on twitter. After all it was just after 8:30am. A text from Julia came through.

-Ast, I don't know what this morning was about or why you're acting so... Strange but we need to talk later. Maybe we jumped into things too soon.

Julia :-( -

I love Kira and Julia but it's hard. I'm no quitter and I want to be the best daddy in the world to my children. See the thing is, I don't know the first thing about a newborn baby or it's needs.

I sighed and clicked reply. I began to write a reply, then deleted it. Marv was next to come in. "Wow bro your here early!" Marv was stunned. "Yeah. My stupid alarm wake me too early and I thought I was late." I lied, I really didn't want to talk about my relationship right now. I exited the message locking my phone and putting it in my pocket. "Oh no. That is the most annoying thing to happen. It's happened to me a couple of times. I could be snuggling with Roch and it goes off. Puts everyone in a bad mood that." I switched off totally blocking out what Marv was saying. "Yeah totally." I agreed. Not long after JB and Oritsé to both told how I was so early for once. I guess they realised I wasn't my normal self everything I did from writing some lyrics for songs to singing I was slightly lacking. This is not going well and I'm being bombarded with questions. My head was spinning from the questions. "FOR GOD SAKE! SHUT UP WITH YOUR GOD DAMN FUCKING QUESTIONS!!!!" I grabbed my coat and stormed out. It's the end of the session anyway. One thing I know is...I'm not going home. I went round to my friends house. His name is chris. I parked outside his house and nocked on the door. "Hey bro how are you?" He chimed as I walked in. "Hey chris, umm..yeahh. Fine I guess." "Wassup?" "I don't think I'm ready to be a dad, I mean I don't know the first thing about them!" I could feel tears brimming in my eyes. "Bro your safe init. You are da best daddeh ever." Chris said in a chavy tone causing me to smile at his fail. We sat and talked for hours. I got home eventually at around 7:00pm I felt a lot better and also calmer. "Boo, where are you?" I shouted. Silence filled the house. I wondered upstairs and went into Kira's room. No Kira, seriously now I'm worried. Where are Julia and Kira? I rang Julia's phone but it was switched off, I tried a few more times still no answer. I threw my phone at the wall in anger before falling to my knees and crying. One thing going through my head the whole time. Julia has left me and taken Kira...I'm never going to see them again

Thaughts? Xxx Julia