Only making love (Aston Merrygold fanfic)

only making love part 4

*Julia's pov*

When we arrived at Starbucks, Ast and I were taken to a secluded section. we sat down and ordered. "I'll have an latte please and. Um what are you having Ast?" I questioned "oh umm i'll have a hot chocolate please babes" Ast winked flirtatiously, I rolled my eyes. After quickly writing our orders the waitress left. Ast lent over the table,taking my hand in his. " Ast what are you doing?" I frowned taking my hand from his. "Julia, please don't be like this. I'm sorry I really am!" "Ast, you hurt me and now you just expect me to let you walk back into my life. Well I'm not just gonna pretend that nothing happened." "Babes, I know I was a dick. I never ment to hurt you... I never wanted to let go. JLS was my dream my chance to show my tallant. I love you and I always have." "Too right you were, but I guess you have made a lot of people happy and your career is big now." "Julia..." Ast turned is head to face the floor. "What?" "Did you keep our baby?" his voice sounded croaky. "yes, she's a healthy 3 year old she's four in a few weeks" "four! Jesus Julia I've missed everything" Ast's eyes watered " can I see her?" " of course you can I'm not gonna stop you seeing your daughter, our daughter." " thank you, I'm gonna be here for you both from now on. I don't want to be useless like my dad." "both!?" I asked confused. "Yes both Julia. I want to look after you as well as, um what's her name? " "Kira" " yes" " Ast I don't want to stop you seeing Kira... But I can look after myself." " ok babes, when can I come?" "Tonight? At 6:00 so I have time to pick her up, ok?" " ok babes ." ast bit his lip and winked. "seriously boy do you do anything other than flirt!?" " yup, I work." I rolled my eyes and our drinks came , we drank our drinks and paid before leaving. We walked to Ast's car and he drove us back to pineapple to do the rest of today's work. "yo bruvas" Ast called as we walked in "Yo yo , lil man" they all called back.

*2 hours later*

"bye Tam!" i shouted as Tamara left "bye sexy mama" she said back.

"bye Julia" Marv ,Jay and Reesh called as they left. There were only Ast and I in the room, everyone else had gone. " see you later babes " he spoke softly " yeah sure, bye " I hurried out feeling awkward.

*Ast's POV *

A whole day with the girl I once loved and still did was amazing! Julia is going to let me see kira , I'm so happy. My first time seeing my little girl since she's been born. I ran upstairs taking my clothes off as I did, got into the shower then I dried and put on a checked shirt, jeans and some new trainers. I got out my Armarni perfume and put some on. " keys , keys,keysss!" I shouted excitedly looking for my car keys. After 10 minutes I realise they were already in my pocket and left the house and went shopping. I arrived at a toy shop, I saw a medium pink teddy it was fury and soft, so I bought it for kira. After walking round a few shops I bought a bunch of Lillies, Julia's favourite flowers. " 5:50 " I said looking at my clock on my phone, I got my car and drive round to Julia's with the gifts. I pulled up into Julia's drive 10 minutes later,got out my car and nocked on the door. "woow!, you've arrived right on 6:00. I'm impressed." " hello to you too gorgeous!" I laughed giving Julia the Lillies. "Awh Ast, thank you." Julia sounded really happy with my choice of flowers. "come in, do you want a drink?" " yes please" I said as I walked in " ok" Julia went to make me a tea. There's a little girl sat playing with a tea set, Julia walks back in. "kira, come here sweetheart" Julia spoke softly. Kira got up and walked over to Julia her eyes glued to me the hole time."mummy who's that?" Kira asked Julia her eyes still glued to me. Julia held Kira close." Kira, this is your daddy." Kira looked at me "daddy?" "yeah?" I looked at Kira hoping maybe she would come over. Kira walked over and crawled onto my knee. "daddy, play tea party with me!" she giggled softly " ok then baby, where do you want daddy?" " here daddy" I played with Kira for a few hours. Julia came in and called Kira over to her. " Kira sweetie come and put your pyjamas on please" Kira jumped up and got changed then Julia and I took Kira to bed. "night mummy" " night princess" Julia kissed her cheek

" night daddy, can you come back soon, you will come back wont you?" " night babes. Of course I'll come back soon, I'm going to be here everyday." I hugged Kira, what she had said had really touched me and I felt guilty. We left Kira to sleep Julia and I went downstairs and had another tea before I left. " can I come round tomorrow, Julia?" " yeah I guess. Kira stays at my mums house on Fridays though so you will only be able to stay a short while." "ok, I'll come early then I can see Kira." I stood and placed my leather jacket on, then walked to the door.

Julia stood up placing her empty cup on the table and showed me out. " thanks babes, Kira is beautiful and I'm so happy you are allowing me to see her." "that is all Ast, nothing more... I wanted Kira to know you were her dad and I want Kira to be able to see you." Julia said not even looking at me . " Goodnight babes" I whispered and walked towards my car, I got into my car and drove away. I was soon home I went on my twitter on my phone and saw Julia's tweet about going out. I was gutted when I saw one of her friends had put that they were going to find Julia a boyfriend. I decided to reply to her tweet. Then closed the twitter app and walked to my room so I could watch some football in bed.

*Julia's POV*

I went inside and washed the pots before getting my laptop set up and logging into twitter. I wrote a tweet *out with my girls n boys @Tasnovarubia1, @Louxliz, @lilbunnyjess @JasmineL @hannahNichol @ZaraMerryblue @TamaraL@DanielleM,@Savwilliams,@Emma_w, and @TynishaOfficial :P gonna be sick!*

Which was soon followed by 3 replies I scrolled down to see Sav's comment *ikrb gonna be #amazeballs. xxx*

Taz was the next reply * hehe can't wait baby. :)*

Lou's reply made me giggle * yeah sis, time to find you a fit man you been a single pringle for tooooo longggg. #nottheanssa

I looked down a bit further some fans had replied asking for photos of the night and just general replies telling us to have a good time. I smiled to myself then a notification came through saying someone had replied, I looked to see a reply from @JLSofficial * oi oi have a drink for me! I'm on a late in the studio. I want to see pics please bet you will all look hawt #anssa. Axx*

I replied before going offline *aha yes Ast were going to get trashed aha first night out in like 2 months sh*t! :D Jx* I checked my tumblr and my Facebook then turned my laptop off and went to bed.

*Ast's POV*

Beeeep beeeep "ughh, whaaa?" I slowly woke up 6:30am. Awh yay my favourite time I thought sarcastically jumping out of bed, placing on some armarni boxers on and my trackies then I found some socks and a tank top. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and gelled my hair. Then did everything else downstairs and left with my gym bag. I arrived at the pineapple studio everyone was just arriving. Julia looked fine! And seemed quite hyped up.

* Julia's POV *

Kira woke up just before 6, so she woke me before my alarm even had chance to even ring. I opened the covers a bit so Kira could jump in with me and have snuggles. "mummy?" " yes baby?" "are we going to see daddy today?" "Yes princess we are, he's going to come before you go to grandmas house." "yaaay! Mummy I named my teddy." "Awhh what have you called it?" "It called pinky" "Awh that's pretty princess." just then the alarm went off and I got us both ready. Today Kira was going to stay with Sav. Sav was the first person to find out about Kira, she's much closer than a best friend she's more like a sister. She's always liked looking after Kira and always gives the best advice when I need it. I got us both ready and left with my gym bag, Kira holding my hand and my phone and keys in my pocket. We soon arrived Reesh was going to give me a lift to the pineapple studios, it seemed stupid to take my car if we were going to the same place. "Kira! Helloo baby girl!" Sav beamed twirling Kira around. "hello Julia. How are you babes ? Ah I'm good thanks babe!" I said laughing. "Awh hi babes. Isn't she getting big?" "she is. Getting more and more like her father." Oritsé smiled at me "Gotta admit though Julia, you and our Ast make the cutest babies!" " um thanks Reesh" I giggled. Reesh kisses Kira's cheek. "we will see you later lil lady." Kira leans over in Sav's arms and kisses him back "bye bye Reesh." I gave Sav and Kira a quick hug at the same time. "be good for auntie Sav Kira." " ok mummy." "good girl ,love you!" I half shouted getting into Reesh's car.