Only making love (Aston Merrygold fanfic)

Only making love part 61

*Ast's pov*

It's been a month now I've been trying my hardest to reason with Julia. I've not even seen Kira. I miss them both so much. As for Renay... She's left me alone now and she's seeing some guy. Talk about wrecking a relationship! I'm still living with my mum, Rochelle refuses to talk or even be civil with me. No matter how hard Marv tries. We're currently in the studio. "Homeless heart or one call away?" Our manager asked. Jay and Reesh looked at Marv then me I frowned confused at why they were looking at me. Marv looked at our manager "homeless heart." We'd never heard or seen lyrics for this song but I thought I might be about finding 'the one' how wrong was I. Through singing the parts the boys had chosen me to sing it made me quite tearful. "Boys i cant do this high part." I sniffled "bro think happy thoughts." Jay told me. "This is going to take twice as long to do. My voice sounds tearful and I know it does. It's not going to be my best no matter how much I try." "Ast think of it as a way of getting Julia back. Like your singing a point across." Reesh suggested. In the end I did it to the best of my ability....Even if It reminded me of my everlasting problems. I texted Julia's mum last week to see if Julia and the children were ok but there was no reply , just like Julia. For all I know Julia could have miss carried, had a premature birth or everything could be ok. I've been pretty isolated and lived in my own bubble. I have only stayed at home and only gone out for work or to plead Julia to forgive me. It's getting me down. quite honestly I just want my family back.

*Julia's pov*

Ekkk I'm so excited I'm 7months pregnant today! I can't wait to become a mum again and Kira is so excited about being a sister. Kira and I decided we'd have a chill/ play about day. Although I was quite tired I agreed. I've even chosen out a name for the baby. With help from Kira of course. This is what I'd hoped to have done with Aston. However life is unfair and shit happens. I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive Aston yet. It almost felt as if it was an easy option to forgive him and get back together. What would he learn, 'oh yeah ill just do this because Julia is a pushover'. No. I left Kira trying to do the dance I half heartily did for her. She so badly wanted to do it to. It was a dance I had learnt being a dancer for mika. My phone rang so I went into a different room knowing Kira would t be able to resist shouting 'hello' down the phone.

Me- J manager-M

J- hello how are you?

M-I'm ok Julia. How are you three.

J- were ok. Struggling but were getting by.

M- ah. Aston still begging for your forgiveness?

J- it would seem that way yeah.

M- I've had some people on the phone asking if you would like to do a few duets with people like Chris brown, Rihanna ect?

J- oh my gosh! Me? But my voice isn't even that g-

M- it is! its amazing. The people you collaborate with are willing to pay you.

J- sounds brilliant. When do they need me?

M- it's over a few months on and off, starting from tomorrow. So you will do a few days and get holidays too.

J- yeah what about the children? What if I give birth during the time I'm working? I won't be allowed to work and have my newborn latched to my breast every hour. To top that off an energetic 5year old.

M-your allowed to bring them both. Given the situation right now. There's childcare help provided to.

J- ok. Do you need me to pop and see you is there any additional info?

M- yeah pop in tomorrow after you have dropped Kira at school.

J-ok then. Bye

I hung up. This is truly amazing ill be able to provide for both children before and after having baby. I'm still debating weather I'm going to name him or her baby Merrygold or baby Roos.