Only making love (Aston Merrygold fanfic)

*FLASHBACK*

" I love you Julia, you're everything you're my world." " I love you too Ast, I just can't imagine being without you." we were cuddling in bed after a hard day, Aston's parents Siobhan and John had ordered some new sideboards and wanted Ast and I to help them arrange them into the house. Ast was starting to lightly snore his arm still protectively round me " Ast...?" waking himself up worried by my tone of voice "Babe, what's wrong?" "Ast I'm scared that something will happen and we won't be together anymore" Ast pulls me closer " Julia I'm not going to leave you you're everything I want and need!"

* Julia's POV *

After getting myself washed and going into my room changing into one of Ast's tops that he left and pants. I walked into Kira's room , she was lay asleep her covers were all on the floor but it was cold. I picked up the covers and put them over Kira she let out a small moan and fell back to sleep again her small chest rising and falling. Kira is nearly 4 years old although people would mistake her for a 2 year old because of her size, she has gorgeous deep brown eyes and curly black hair. I watched kira sleep as I thought about how Ast had just left us a month before I gave birth to kira. I was 18 when I met Ast we were together for 2 years, I have long blonde hair,Blue/green yes and a slim figure Ast was 20 he had short black gelled hair, gorgeous brown eyes and a muscular figure. One day I came home from work to find Ast and everything he owned gone I cried heavily as I rang and rang and rang him. I was declined and in the end turned his phone off. Ast must have bought a new sim because when I tried to call him the number was no longer available. Ast has never met Kira, he doesn't know her gender or anything about her. I left kira to sleep and climbed into bed tomorrow was goin to to be an early start.

*Ast's POV *

I just got home I was warn out it had been a nice day though and I didn't have work it was my day off. I had been to see my mum , step dad and my brother and sister, it felt like I hasn't seen them in years. Conor and Courtney had changed so much they looked so grown up since I last saw them. I made myself a cup of tea and watched 'Russell Howard's Good News' then went to my room, tomorrow I was going to 'Pineapple Studios' to meet JLS' new dancers for our upcoming tour. None of us knew who the dancers were. I got changed into my bed shorts and got into bed. I was thinking about Julia and how much I missed her , I always did. I often thought about the baby we were going to have together , the one only Julia and I knew about. "did she keep it? , what does it look like?, what things does it like and dislike?, what was its favourite toy? And how old was it?" I spent hours every night thinking to myself and questioning where they both were now. I looked at my clock 2:00am it read "shit! " I shouted , I'd spent the past 2 to 3 hours thinking about Julia and the baby. I really needed sleep I needed to go to work in the morning. Not long after I fell asleep.