"LOVE❣️ Is What Matters The Most..."

Chapter 56

5 weeks later,

Tonight again after 3/4 months Manik was  on the same road , standing opposite to Murthy Mansion , staring at the same ladder placed below the balcony of her room . He thought for a while and made a decision.

"Manik why are you here? ....... Didn't I told u to move on ?" Without meeting his eyes she spoke bluntly when he entered through opened door of her balcony.

"Yes u did ...... But u didn't tell me how to forget a person whom you love " he moved closer and asked sternly.

"So tell me Miss Nandini , how to forget u ?....... How to stop loving you ?....... How to remove all your memories which are stuck inside me like a second skin on my body?...... How to stop thinking about you when ur not leaving my mind even for second ? " Cupping her nape he asked vehemently and she was struggling in his hold.

"Manik I don't know ....... leave me " his questioning eyes are something which she can't stand .

"Off course you know ....... U r happy in ur life , without me ....... U don't mind loving someone else rather than me ........ U don't feel disgusted after getting kissed or fucked by him " anger flashed in her eyes but she controlled it within seconds by clenching her fist .

"Why would I? ....... I have clearly said I have moved on and we are over ....... It's not like I am cheating on you " she pushed his chest slightly to maintain distance between them . He never expected this much casual attitude of her , he tried to instigate her that at least she will react , she will punch him for questioning her but nothing like that happened, his hopes were broken.

"Then why I am feeling disgusted of myself for sleeping with other girls ? ....... Why I am dieing every moment thinking u r hurt because of me and in reality u r not even bothered ....... Why I am expecting you to react on this , do something , punish me , hate me , beat me but please don't leave me ...... I don't even know, why I am begging in front of u, though I know I don't deserve this pain which u r giving to me " he left the pretendence of being angry after her incoherent behaviour.

In this month whenever he had  remembered that scene of her birthday, on that everytime he had visited the club to forget his pain , but everytime history repeated and he left heart broken and miserable without her , he stopped seeing girls because they were not helping too . Getting girls for fun was never difficult as he was extremely handsome and he is celebrity  so there were many girls willingly available . The speciality of this industry that u can't be alone for long time and options are quickly available . Similarly he wasn't alone , all the time news were chasing him , first there were lots of news about their break up , many assumptions were made and many stories were sold by media portal , then started dating rumours about him with other girls and lastly he became playboy of the city . 

"It's not my problem that u r stupid jerk ..... But still I will suggest u, to move with one girl and try to be happy instead of fucking around the city in the club's with random chicks " .

"Tell me how to do that ?....... When I don't even remember any face other than urs even after seeing many ........ Tell me which girl is worthy enough to forget u because I don't find any ....... Ur beautiful face , ur smile, ur innocence , ur shyness , ur bold attitude , ur blush , ur glowing face after my love making , ur cuteness, ur anger , ur softness , ur care everything thing of urs haunts me in a way that I don't know how and why, but I want ur punishments and ur forgiveness for something which I have done or not I don't know , but I know that I am craving for u and only u ....... Please come back to me " he didn't cried today but he tried convincing her , she also melted in his touches when he caressed her cheeks with his warm hands .