I could open my ends and show you who's in my home
Or I could open my chest and show you what's in my soul
I could open my friends and show you which me they know
Or I could open my pen and show you more than them all
Won't understand my flame 'til you're watching my coals
I answer the calls when I'm called so they do not turn cold
I'm just a voice in the void I'm what I can't avoid
I try to enjoy happiness- the decoy from depression
Legal outlets decreed feeble by my alter ego
Need to grow to evolve to support my people
Important dreams of these distorted scenes loop
I fought with force to thwart the fortified thoughts
-in forts reinforced with four beams to- carry my mind
-across the quicksand of my life, you can let your hand rest in mine
-but know I've been damaged by lies, I live with no plans to rewind
I'll teach em to stand out of line, hol' up - I'm about to manual-write
To see more than logic, to see more than option
Deradicalise radical eyes and recalibrate mechanical minds
It's funny how the hands of my watch are never handing me time
Inadvertently antagonising, certainly agonising
Enamour lining amplified pain spikes my sacrifices
Stare in the mirror that's you vs you
Take no accountability for what you choose to do
Scorch the Earth till it's black
Tryna shoot for the moon
Hues of doom loom, shades tint the universe blue
I could open my ends and show you who's in my home
Open my chest and show you what's in my soul
Open my friends and show you which me they know
Or I could open my pen and show you more than them all
