Never quit and never rest from the very start
This been sitting on my chest, heavy on my heart
Used to warm up and treat every microphone for chill-blaze
Used to get it early morning ride-outs I was still dazed
Used to dread Parent's Evening what the teachers will say
Used to bury trauma and the likes so I don't feel pain
But when it comes to the flashbacks I still feel them
Big boots I never filled them
My father said until then I gotta keep tings real-
When I'm one myself I swear that I could never let my children
Not express I'd sit and help 'em with some paper and a lil' pen
Educate these sons on how society just drills men to kill friends
Clutch purse for Grenfell but for Madeleine they will spend
A mil went by the NHS can barely pay their bills and an
Ambulance won't roll for death so scream murder- the wheels spin
They say every youth's a light but 'cause of knives London is still dim
Picking the lesser of the two evils fake blessings the real sins
Think and forget but the seed nourished stay growing not wilting
Seen sealed ends lost forever
Seen buildings locked forever
If we're gonna heal then we gotta do suttin different make these ill trends stop forever
I'm calm no qualms just re-read Psalm 126:5
Not on my ones but in the love of Him the most high
On God I'm better when I'm praying
When I know I'm being heard and answered before I say "amen"
On God I'm better when I'm forgiving
When I let go, confess, repent same way he forgives my sinning
On God I'm better when I'm trusting
When I put myself at ease know He's got me so no more hustlin
On God I'm better when I'm thankful
When I give praise whether it's my bank full or a handful
Trust, on God I'm better when I'm loving
When I'm taking care of my friends, my family and my cousins
Seen sealed ends lost forever
Said I've seen buildings locked forever
If we're gonna heal then we gotta do suttin different make these ill trends stop forever, truss
You can't see if you don't know
You can't reap if you don't sow
You can't g-check a postcode
You can't be sane and loco
Tried to carry the weight they just get carried away
They loving the beef they still trying to marry the stakes
But they're always getting higher it's dire can he relate?
Put a line on his head he looks like Harry today
Your soldiers are kids who just wanna be happy and safe
It's Satty today you can catch me between Maccies and GAME
Everyone's looking for love and respect
Tell me what took 'em so long to contest
Before they stood up and said enough of the death
Kid with a helmet grew up turned into a man in a vest
Chuckled with mates now he carries duffels of 8ths
Focus on the age, but we all get cut and get scraped
Troubled estates yeah they had to double the gates
Stuck in my rage I just ran out of luck and a page...
