What I Thought

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This came on unexpectedly while you were texting me, pulled on heartstrings I thought we're snapped or weak back when I was 20 waiting till dusk to sleep you loved a g before we cuffed for three-

-sets two months where we grew up too much like tumours and rumours prevented us from being boo'd up to the point where all we did was trip just like in double-dutch, don't know it all but who does?
To make you smile did a few jobs, at least till I heard the news of-

-deceit and betrayal pulled up receipts but we played all of our cards right from the start you closed your eyes I closed my heart, that's how we fell apart and checked out heartbreak from our carts

Which of course left me to think through how my ego could sever friendships
-saw everything in you, now I see you in everything
Ask me if I want you I'll say, "I do" w/o the wedding rings
-can't serenade for nu'n so I'll write and let this letter sing
How you got me 'bove yet at the same time you're wild menacing?
How you got me lovesick at the same time you're my medicine?

Harsh weather never kept us, in just harsh truths we kept to sin
Lovers and the best of friends, strong bond don't test the strength
It was stress to end and it ain't even end the stresses
I wanna say what I can't write I've got my pen contested

I'm tryna be better I hope I see you again
I'm tryna be better I hope I meet you again
I'm tryna be better I hope you hug me again
I'm tryna be better I hope you love me again

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