My blues are just the start
Time doing what I want?
Man I'd die for an evenin
I could write how I'm feelin
-but they might trace all the secrets I bury
Like rabbit dreams up in Lennie
Waking up's the only out I know
My bed creaks for my pennies
I was in town right by the cleaners
Didn't lack I was ready
Revenge boutta be the sweetest
This heart's blacker than berries
Anyone who's doubting me's deceived
But ion keep track of no 'velis
For life I've found no deeper meaning
Than fam on hand - just that many
It was fake from the start I was certain
Good thing my heart wasn't working
Otherwise there'd be nothing in the wreck
For any of my kin to collect
When they ask for all I have and-
All I have is what is left
Imma still give it
With one last and haggard breath
I'll always invest
From my chest until my death
I'll always give my friends the rest
Forever, till my end, my rest
No restoration
I've been moving dark so long I-
Cannot restore rays shone
As long as there's a light imma pursue it
If I'm due or overdue then you gon spew it
Riches to rags we gon swap these tunics
Way too many chances I done blew but-
Winds can change at any moment
So the position to pivot's-
What I stay in and it's golden
Let it rain I brought my coat and-
It can hail them lil stones with-
Sticks of lightning but my bones are still unbroken
Just my promises
Goodbye, adieu, aloha
No high hopes here
Like my mood and attitude the altitude is getting lower
Someone throw me a leaf-blower
No, it won't make things blow over but-
Imma switch the season by force
Turn this to freezin from Fall
Why should I be patient if I'm capable?
Winter snow about to show who finna flake fosho
I've experienced love that's fake before
I can discern the disbelief from the relief
In the brief-
Aww before delayed applause
If they were ever uncertain-
This year'll make em sure
Lost family crest prolly in a trough in a trench
Had us in the first half
Only cah I spent that half on the bench
Coach I came here to play
And till that whistle blows, I ain't gon go,
I'll skid on floors, my sneakers torn,
The bleachers roar, the fiends all taunt
I won't concede or draw just score till game
They won't believe the board
They wan' put me on pause
I came to play
I came to play
