And I'm pouring myself another drink
Telling myself trick's to not think
I drown but I don't sink
handcuffed minds like to *clink!*
So I'm staring at my hands in a cell I can be positive
Looking at myself in a mirror rejecting the evocative
Blurred eyes blurry face got to remain sane
I'm in a dark room full of triggers
How am I still tame?
Box after box it's like breaking out of a Russian doll
A tesseract of sorts -Joker- I think this joke is getting old
I'm only sixteen terrified of growing older
Peter Pan was right if he was here he'd say "I told ya'"
Mario pushed towards the flames by the frames and the planes and the panes of the game nothing was the same
But the lava lacks the love and there are "two" many names in my brain
"Bye bye" I blink and it's off with another wink
Was it ever really there thoughts skidding round the roller rink
"We're all mad here"
I'm feeling like the Cheshire Cat
So please be a dear
And give me my clock face back
After all you know how the time flies when you're having fun
So as their universe gets crunched by mine I think I'll take a shot with the gun
"Bang!" xD