Saudade

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I don't miss it
Wondering why?
Because my eyes won't blink it-
Feels the same when I'm half-hearted courting always tired-swishing
Heart bled ink, still wasn't in the right/write position
No labels like we were unsigned resulted in private fission
We stay talking, we stay hearing
Both wishing we might just listen
Could our communication be more efficient
This water could morph a vision but eyes are missing
Seeing this going nowhere- can't hide my vision
Tears cannot buy my pittance
Ride or die this time please don't revive your guy's old life's so finished
This is goodbye and good riddance

You my baby- I'm no babysitter
Sour thoughts they made me bitter
There's a fine line between night-mode and straight shady Twitter
Gave 50 like 5 dimes had high hopes fight those flames- see flickers
Notice you blaming me quicker
Or just embalming quicker?
Scoring baskets but I do not ball with wicker
When I fall you snicker but when you call I pick up
And you still have the gall to bicker?
Why'd I bother at all, forget her

You say you the realest
You don't know what real is
Never took a real risk
No show like the reel ripped

Only time I hit pause/paws' when I dapping my dogs
When they tagging along I'm having a blast like a bomb that's outlasting this song
Officer I listened in class man c'mon
Without probable cause I'm on the gas and I'm gone
Better re-up on laws just check the stats - hunt is on
The police carnivores and us blacks on the bone

Guns and roses
Fingers on triggers fingers on thorns
Drunk or sober
Bring me what's bitter I'll make it warm
Hung way over
Hit up your man and say what you won't
Casanova
Keep or delete pictures off my phone?

Treat me like a clown well I'm no Pennywise
Stained glass reflects your skin, the colour made when Henny dries
The light streaming through open blinds don't pay it any mind
Team Nike but I only see stripes- been on too many drives
Say you're tired, I empathise, help you re-energise
Why am I always sacrificing, paying these heavy fines?
They break the truce it's back to fighting, I've seen it plenty times
They way too rude no cap they wylin, the ego of every guy is his first enemy
They only hear words when I speak
Merge em with the beat don't burn em with the heat
I don't wanna see any more of these murders on our streets
No more...
No more.

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