The rain pours and I'm still raw
I change gears and I'm off course
Now I guess I know the feeling that you talked about
Familiar revealing yeah, I start to doubt
I'm tired of calling you down, you dragging me up
Don't want to resurface, don't want to give up
I want to fly without wings and feel the fall without impact
I want to walk this earth but I'm still struggling to stay intact
Out of the corner of my eye and just out of my earshot
It's driving me mad my and nerve endings are getting hot
I'm craving another life something that I can't add
To see the world through someone else's eyes can't be that bad
Wrong planet, wrong place, wrong plan and wrong space
I want to leave a shattered visage, a cracked mask, broken face
I've got a longevity to fix the brevity to shoot at enemies they always send for me now the opposition wanna be friends with me? Y'all just keep barging me but the kinetic energy just charging me
Stop shaming girls man screw your misogyny I try to educate is that so wrong of me?
Starting a colony empire monopoly still going off on me to taste the wealth writing a column or three? Correct yourself
Telling me to withdraw is even worse for your health
And I'm about to delve through all the walls and the articles
About how you playing innocent but we see you when "Aunty" calls
And damn you're real nice when you feel like it
Ain't no 'I' in team but I'm getting real tired of you saying "I quit"
All venom no spit you spike punch and it's lit
A swig and a sip you hit me up and we hit
Clarity visits between the showbiz
I think I've got a half-empty bed psychosis
Watch her turn side to side like the tides and the ocean
It's hard to keep it cool in group chats when you're the Roast King
Hearing them cheering you on like DJKhaled to get the most wins
But those sins those consecutives feel grand compared to the Ls
But damn I'm so tired of studying and everything else
And as much as I hate to admit it man I'm not a waiter
My father says faith is belief just without the data
He imparts wisdom he hopes I'll pass on to my kids
I ain't quite ready to lose sleep but I still thought about it
I mean I'm good with kids but I'm more of a pet person
They tend to know how I'm feeling so we can keep the bubble from bursting
Besides it wouldn't help the world we already over-populated
9 months is great but it really takes a lifetime to make it
The costs are rising globally warm horizons
Reality merges with Tzion forget iron
I've got my eye on he who is Gold Blooded
Still waiting on the link for #12 cheaper by the dozen
[ https://youtu.be/__NDo_s8_5Y finally got it 😂]
The trailer got me buzzing like the vodka in my cousin
Sometimes I worry about her
She's a good girl but I feel like I failed
So now I'm sorry about her
We want the same things just in different ways
The One-Hundred-Acre Wood a fray and we all strays
A trick to making art is to make your truth
If you're dancing or singing or writing for you, you've got nothing to prove
No fixed shape or size it's an abstract thing
Even my definition may not be as accurate as I lead you to think
That's why you've got to make up your own mind
Take your own advice, trust your gut and let yourself unwind
And if you're still confused you should go and Google the title
Not the Bugle but only a web-crawler will find and like all
The references in this collection of words
It's to show that even the most depressing things are able to not be chronic
To be moulded into something better, supersonic
Changes are in your reach and ranges
She still hates me for saying "Stay in your lane, Jess"
It's a lifeguard joke, most of mine are wordplay
It's the only type of comedy I know and I guess it works okay
A smile or a laugh and my day's made
Warm darkness soaks my eyes and I'm feeling hazy
"Suckin' at something is the first step towards being sorta good at something"
Quoting Jake The Dog but I prefer to hear Marceline sing
Anyway I have work tomorrow so I think I'll upload this later
I hope compared to yesterday the day you have today is greater..
