Oh, and as the storm ripped my life apart all I could do was sit and watch
Everything I knew, everyone I loved, dead with a single touch
And I sat there for a long time looking at the world and thinking what it means
And where we souls have to wander and go when we leave these tired bodies
And oh I'm so tired and my bones tell me they're weak
But by brain just won't accept it even when my blood starts to drip and leak
Even when my joints start to groan and creak
Even when I'm so tired I can't even speak
So this is what death feels like it's not going out with a bang
It's slow and painful process then ends when you run out of sand
But there are so many things left to do so many goodbyes left to say
So many embraces to be embraced and so much left to give away
And all I ever wanted to do was help and only recently I've found out how
And now I know the end is near I don't even have the strength to shout
But somehow I manage to get up and laugh my way through the day
And give myself a little pep talk before my nth x-ray
And sometimes it's hard to be colourful and forgive and be forgiven
And sometimes it's hard to do what's right until I find a rhythm
So once again I open my eyes
So once again I see the blue red and black skies
And watch the birds spin and twirl
And find myself thinking of that world I've visited only twice before
Before being wrenched back here for more
And oh it was so peaceful to not breathe or think or move
To have no worries of anything and to neither win nor lose
And oh it was so peaceful most people say that they're scared
But I just can't understand unless they never were really there
I'm not a light in the darkness but the darkness in itself
And as I lay here in an empty field I happen to give less of a crap about my health
A fox has come over a few times and I'm still here typing away
I'm not scared if it's gonna bite me cause I'm not here anyway
What if this is all a product of my imagination
Then this fox here nestled is just a fictional fabrication
An essence of the scattered ash after a cremation
I don't really mind it doesn't matter what nation
Because when the sun sets I'm just another human creation...
