[Initially wrote this as a calm poem but when asked to perform it to a friend I realised it actually sounded better as a song🤷🏾♂️]
Tryna keep my methods proper,
Took the S off chest so you could prosper,
But instead you try to ghost,
But we don't run, we fix, that's how this goes,
I don't wanna get into another dilemma that's just an excuse for you to scream "men are trash-"
Let's take it slow, you always forever-fast,
You? Cross, 'cause we keep on crossing paths,
Up past a honey moon like newlyweds and we won't sleep until the dawn,
Scrolling through old vids they got me dead really living between respawns,
In the morning sneak and tread, don't wanna wake you please don't yawn,
Off to work I gotta get that bread to feed my queen she ain't no pawn,
Shirt buttoned down to your hip -no tie- it's around my neck instead -I'm hypnotised- then you pleading "let me rest" I'll switch the light, from on to off unless you like the spot, don't need no entourage, I'm hearing yes not NOS(no's), I guess you're high enough, can't keep a damn thing secret baby girl I think they're onto us,
(This part's sung)
Those nails dig in but I ain't complaining, see she's on track so I ain't derailing (her)...
We hold each other down without restraining, when I feel this way I can't contain it (ugh)...
Laid down like my French girl I get to painting-
Not the brush that gives strokes, watch the daylight fade away yeah okay I'd say I've been doing the most,
(Back to normal poetry)
I keep saying that I won't date, because I'm always home late stop waiting up,
Aways come out on top I'm tryna shoot my shot but I cannot lay this up,
You like to call me at 6, to role-play like an actress, and be laid up for days on my mattress, low-key wanted my hair to match hers,
This, is just another night-post, to let you know I can help you hit those high notes...
Baby you're Incredible, I'll Dash to Jack a Violet for you at the first Syndrome hope it's remedial, they wanna put you on a pedastool, they spit -I speak words- imma let 'em drool,
I'm tryna put you in a palace, rid myself of malice, cleanse my mind and body like the water you sip from a chalice
I'm catching my... Balance, day trip to Paris, you deserve it your best self's your baddest,
Feels like we never stepped out at all,
Paid you so much attention almost had a withdrawal from Adderall,
You can talk to me...
You ain't gotta keep it in you,
I've heard a lot...
Of what people've been through,
I love waking just as much as sleeping with you,
Only life can show us what we've fallen deeper into...