Lost Hope

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Stars in the sky and space in the clouds

I don't know what it is that makes me shout out loud

It's the vibrations in the air, the thud between my ribs

It's an ugly truth but a beautiful sound

These truths are only told not found

By wandering hands and searching towns

These lies are turning my life upside down

My mouth and eyes are starting to frown

The tears are flowers that start to bloom, in the desert mist, the light of the moon

These tears drops flow almost causing me to drown I gasp for air as my head and heart pound

I feel as if my life is spinning round and round

I pull myself up and the world pulls me down

I am earth bound, nothing good will ever come around

But as I scream and shout a hand comes to pull me out, a chasm in my core as it pulls me to shore

I don't know why my body is weak and I feel lost as I never have before

I don't know anything for sure anymore, the reality's the dream and the dream is the norm

I think it's cause I know exactly what I'm running away from

It's like the stars, the moon, the earth chasing after the sun, I know they'll never be mine, they can't be bought or won

I feel like it's just me and my journey has just begun

I travel in the light of the dark and whisper through the dark of the sun

I just feel as if this darkness has taken over and nothing can be won

I feel as if everyone else lives in twos and I am only one

I guess it's just about to start and I dont know what I'm going to become

I've lived a thousand lives and lay down on my back to rest

I think that's it now I've finished my quest I close my eyes and let out my last breath

It's time to say goodbye, as awaits death...

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