Our Secret Dream 2

Hawaiian Dreams....

The boys and Quinn have decided to book a long weekend away in Puerto Rico in celebration of mine and Bryan's recent engagement. I'm so excited to just get away from LA for a little while again, having fun with my friends and spend some quality time with B. I know we technically got to sort of celebrate our engagement in Hawaii but we literally got engaged the day before our flights back to LA.

It's been a couple weeks since we have been home and we have all been so busy trying to get everything back to normal in our careers. A mini break away is what we need. Plus it would be a great time for me to officially ask Quinn to be my maid of honour. Yes she knows that it's going to be her but I think its still important and cute to actually ask her.

I still find it crazy to think it's only been just over a year since I moved out here and made things official with B. If you would have asked me 12 months ago if I saw myself living in LA, madly in love and then engaged within a year then  I would have laughed at you and called you insane. But, alas here I am with all of those things and it still feel so natural.

Both mine and Bryan's careers have really taken off and we have become very successful and popular in our areas of expertise. Bryan on TikTok, Instagram and Modelling, while I'm on TikTok, Instagram, my blog & music. I dabble a little in modelling still, especially when B asks me to join him on some shoots.

Which I love, I get to have fun, spend time with the man I love and make some money for us. Once promise we have both had to make this year though is to go live a lot more even if they are mini lives of 5-10 minutes. Our fans have been missing us a lot both on our own and together.
Since the live I did with Chris back in Hawaii everyone has been commenting on both our posts to see us together again and to do another live stream together. We've talked about it and we are thinking of doing a weekly live stream series called 'Dating Your Bestie' clearly its not real and Bryan is 100% on board we just need to agree a day and then announce to our fans.

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Why did I think a two hour nap in the middle of the day was a good idea? I'm not even sure how Bryan managed to talk me into taking one, I am usually so strict on myself about not breaking routine when it comes to recording music or creating content to post on TikTok or Insta. I rub my eyes and push myself up in the bed, looking around the room. My eyes stop when I notice Bryan leaning against the doorway to our shared closet. His arms are crossed over his chest and his curly brown hair is covering his eyes slightly. 'Did you have a good nap baby?' he asks his voice velvet smooth.

I smile at him, my arms outstretched for him, he pushes away from the frame and walks over to the bed. I watch as he removes his shoes and then climbs onto the bed. He hovers on top of me for a moment, while I spread my legs. He lowers himself down and settles between them, wrapping his arms around my waist, resting his head on my stomach. I rest my one arm on top of his and play with his hair with the other. He hums deep in his throat from the smoothing sensation of my nails grazing against his skelp. 'It was good baby but I really shouldn't have had a nap. I still need to pack my things for our flight.' Bryan's arms move tighter around my body before he presses a kiss to my hip. 'I packed for you baby. You needed to get some rest, you've been working so hard since we got back from Hawaii. You need to relax and take a break.'

I smile at him and press my fingers against his chin, tilting his head up to look at me. 'Thank-you. I promise you will have nothing but my full attention in Porto Rico. I love you.' Before he can say anything back I lean down and press my lips against his in a tender kiss.

'Oh lord, I'm supposed to be releasing another single today.' I rush out of the bed still only in one of Bryan's shirts and run down the hall into my studio. I kick start my computer and log into my documents. Please say I actually pre-arranged everything for the release...I spent a couple of minutes in a panic unsure of if I actually did save the recording and get everything finished in time. Just as I am about to give up I find the correct information and documents for the release. I let out a shaky breath and compose myself.