Our Secret Dream 2

Nerves, Love & A Warning

It's been an hour since I wrote my letter. All the nerves and worries from earlier have gone and I've actually been able to enjoy myself. Settling into the final moments of just being someone's fiancé. Without being in the spot light of everyone of our guests and having to control my never ending anxiety. Believe it or not because of the type of work I do I don't love being the centre of attention. It makes me nervous keeping me on the edge with my heart rapidly thudding in my chest. I know today is different from all those other moments but the ever persistent pressure and feeling within my chest is still pressing down. A not so subtle reminder that I will never be rid of the pre LA Skylar. The girl who'd fan over a New Jersey bred boy.

Shaking my head I clear my mind if those spiralling thoughts. Getting up I grab a chewing gum, popping it inside my mouth. Dom messaged Quinn thirty minutes ago and confirmed the boys had left their suite within the hotel. Which surprise all of us as we'd thought they'd be running late just like us. It was annoying really as us girls had a running bet going on when they'd leave and my bet was $3000 on them leaving twenty minutes late. Turns out that Bella was the only one to believe they'd leave on time, meaning she won the pot of $14000. I could pretend that I pissed but I'm not. She's a good girl and she deserves it. She works so hard and I know it's not been easier for her relocating to LA to be with Chris. He tries his best to try and make Bella feel at home her and completely settled in but it's still hard. I remember it taking me months before I felt truly at home. If I hadn't had Quinnie and Bryan I think it would have been harder than it was and now Bella has all of us not just Chris.

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I'm standing I the middle of the room, dressed to the nines, in my dream wedding dress. The intricate details making me feel all the more like a fairytale princess. Quinn, Addi, Amelie, Dixie Charlie & Charly are all dressed and ready to go. Looking absolutely stunning. With our glasses of orange juice and champagne raised we each take a moment to give a toast.

Quinn 'To my sister, may your wedding day be everything you've dreamed off. You've always been my partner in crime and the shining light to make me see sense. Now is the time that I'm really going to have to learn to share you and accept that no matter where you are in life we will always be sisters.' Quinn gushes her voice wavering near the end. Her eyes swelling with tears as she tilts her glass towards me. I mirror her action with my glass before taking a small sip.

'A my new and forever sister Sky. May your wedding say go without hiccups and your honeymoon be full of epiphanies. Your a real diamond babe and you deserve a fairytale happily ever after.' Addi toasts her voice perky and soft as she too raises her glass to me.

'To a marriage full of love, passion and hot sex' Dixie chants her voice louder than normal ensuring that the security team outside out door can hear her. With a slight blush I raise my glass in acceptance.

'And let us not forget, to my sisters. The only women I will ever need beside me on not only my wedding day. But any day. You have all given me so much and I will always cherish, love and protect you.' I say my voice hoarse, breaking from the intense emotion. The love I feel for all of these girls is insane, they really are my family.

'Now let's get me to the beach so I can marry the love of my life' I squeal before placing my now empty champagne flute down on the table.

I'm sitting in the back of my white, black tinted windowed Jeep Wrangler as my driver whisks us away towards the beach. Drawing me closer and closer to my soon to be husband. Sitting beside me is non other than Bryce Hall, who maybe giving me away today. Who needs a father when you have such a dependable and caring best friend. Someone who's always been their for me. Before the fame. Before LA. And most importantly before Bryan.