Our Secret Dream 2

Tranquility

Have you ever been locked in a moment that's so peaceful and tranquil that you feel like you've slipped into another universe?

Cause that's how I'm feeling right now.
I'm laying down on a sun lounger soaking in some of the hot Californian sun as Bryan, Chris and Frankie all play volleyball down the beach. Both grateful for the peace and quite and to be back in LA after an eventful long weekend in NYC.

I never thought that I'd love being out in the hot sun as much as I do being from England. Back in the UK we didn't really have many hot sunny days, which meant my body was not prepared for the constant heat in LA. The weather out here is completely different from the few hot sunny days we'd have back home in England. The heat would vary from warm and sunny with a nice breeze to scorching hot with so much humidity you'd be sweating your ass off whilst struggling to to get comfortable. Sleep was never your friend more of a passer by.

Do you want to know a story from when I was back in England with Quinn and Taylor? Well it happened during our first year of uni. It was hot, the scorching type of hot and we just wanted to relax and have fun. So being the kids that we were we decided to go for a walk to the nearest park. We must have spent hours that day laughing, teasing one another, acting like fools and weirdos but we didn't care because we loved being together just us three. After a while I got tired so I settled on a swing beside Taylor whilst Quinn decided she wanted to go on the slide. Only she forgot that the slides were made of metal and not plastic. Meaning the sun had been heating up the metal on the slide all day conducting more and more heat as the day went on. Taylor and I were laughing about something stupid when we suddenly heard a gut wrenching scream. We looked up and saw Quinn clutching the backs of her thighs, tears streaming down her face. Neither of us had to ask her what had happened we knew instantly. The slide which held so much promise of fun had been turned into a slide from hell.
After much persuasion we ended up taking her to hospital where they had to apply ointment and wrap each thigh in bandages to prevent the blisters and broken skin becoming infected.
   We had to take it in turns to change her dressings for two weeks whilst they healed. Long story short she had some serious burns and blisters on her ass and thighs from the scorching heat on the slide. Thankfully though it didn't scare her.
(If your in the UK then you should know all about this. Them slides do be crazy hot when the suns out!) 

Anyway when your girl tells you she was sweating so bad when she first landed here in LA I mean it.
  Let me try and paint you a picture so you can visualise what I mean when I say I was sweating because just the word 'sweating' isn't enough. 
Try to imagine being stuck in a really hot sauna for an hour without fresh air and water - cause that was me only I'd only have to be outside in the heat for a couple minutes and I'd be feeling like it. I never really handled the heat all too well but now I feel like a completely different person. My body has grown accustomed to the constant heat. So much so that I don't burn or sweat anymore. My internal thermostat has improved and I'm officially a Cali girl. Well according to Bryan I am.

**A few hours later**

Am I the only one who loves to just relax on the beach and watch their man have fun with his friends?

No matter how deep or consumed I have been in my thoughts I always find myself watching him and smiling like a complete idiot. Do you ever wonder what you must have done in a past life to deserve what you have now.. I'm not sure what I did in a past life to deserve him but I am so fucking grateful. Cheers to my past life. I've always found it incredibly rare to find guys who are both kind-hearted and sexy.     

Bryan has both of those traits, not to mention the many more traits he has to offer.

He's so selfless, kind natured to not only me but to everyone. He treats his mom with respect and love which in turn I love. Even when people are rude to him or someone else around him he is always respectful and kind. He's just perfect. In every possible way!!! I could watch him all day and still not get enough of him.