It had been 2 days since Tony, Steve and Bucky had left for the mission and Abigael had become great friends with Wanda, Natasha, Clint, Loki, Pietro and Thor who all stayed at the Avengers facility.
Abigael moved through the facility pulling on her training jacket making sure her wrists were covered, walking outside to the track running laps again and again until she hit the floor her legs giving out.
Abigael sighed laying on her back she lifted her arm up looking at her watch, four hours had passed since she started running, groaning she pushed herself up walking back to the facility.
"We're going to have a movie night would you like to join us?" Wanda asked with a large bowl of popcorn.
"Ye let me just go get a shower...do you know when the guys are getting back?" Abigael asked.
"End of the week hopefully" Natasha said walking with Bruce and Pietro all of them held snacks.
"Okay I'm gonna head up for a shower" she said and hurried off towards her room.
After her shower she changed until her phone began to ring loudly filling the usual uncomfortable silence, Abigael grabbed it.
"Hello?" She asked brushing her wet hair out of her face with her hand.
"Abi?" A soft voice filled her ears her chest instantly got tighter and her bad thoughts louder.
"Abi is that you?" The voice said again.
"Ye...I'm here" Abigail whispered her hands tightened on the phone and her bed cover.
"You weren't at the funeral" the voice said turning harsh.
"I...I didn't want to cause anymore distress" Abigael whispered pain evident in her voice.
"No you want us to hurt to be in pain you left them to die, you let them we had to bury empty caskets! Because of YOU!" the women's screamed into the phone.
"No...no I didn't, I followed orders" Abigael said tears falling down her face.
Abigael hung up throwing the phone across the room, she stood up and walked to the elevator heading up to the roof.
Harsh wind hit her body as her legs burned she walked towards the edge of the facility, looking down at the gravel, she sat down on the edge wiping her tears away as she thought back to her mission, the deaths of her team her friends.
"Gael?" Pietro asked from behind her she glanced back seeing just Pietro a few minutes passed until the others had joined him.
"Gael get away from the edge" Bruce said holding his hand out as Natasha inched forward.
"I was supposed to die with them" she said feeling the wind push against her almost trying to get her back onto the safety of the roof.
"Come on" Wanda said moving forward ready to use her powers.
"Let me go I...I don't belong here I never have" Abigael said glancing back at them pain evident in her eyes, pain they had not seen in a long time.
"Please get off the ledge" Natasha said worry and anger in her eyes as she felt her pockets for anything that would help to pull her back.
"I can't help people anymore...I couldn't help my team I'm not supposed to be alive" Abigael repeated gripping the ledge she looked down again and then up at the sky pleading it would be quick, she pushed herself off dropping down but stopped 5 feet away from the ground she let out a cry trying to fight against the intense magic around her holding her in place, she was raised back up to the roof, Pietro and Natasha quickly got a hold of her before she could move.

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