Abigael walked inside of the facility it had been her 4th counselling session and everyone believed she was better, but under long sleeved shirts her cuts had never been so many going under and on top.
"Hi Gael how did your session go?" Bucky asked as she walked in Steve and Tony stood beside him.
"Ye rough one but alright, got all my feelings out I'm gonna go get changed train and then shower" Abigael said with a smile they all thankfully nodded and walked into the living room.
"Hey mind if I train with you Lady Abigael?" Thor asked walking in dressed in normal clothes his brother beside him.
"Ye sure I'll meet you in the centre" Abigael said Thor only nodded.
Abigael quickly headed into her room and changed pulling on the long sleeve work out shirt and then some leggings and walked down.
"What do you wanna do?" Abigael asked softly.
"Shall we practice your powers?" Thor asked Abigael nodded in seconds Thor was being pushed back by wine.
"Try get to me!" Abigael said loudly trying to seem enthusiastic.
Thor began slowly moving forward but was soon pushed down again with a groan he pushed himself forward again this time using his hammer he came down crashing on top of her making her groan as he rolled off of her.
"Loki what about you?" Thor asked.
Loki only smiled and moved forward she began throwing water at him which quickly turned to ice and then used fire as he threw a large ice wall towards her the fire wasn't hot enough and she fell to the floor, the ice quickly disappeared.
"Ow" she groaned pushing herself up.
"Where is Tony?" Stephen asked pushing the door open.
"Inside I think" Abigael said with a smile he nodded and walked out.
Another hour of training passed until Stephen walked back in.
"How is your training going?" Stephen asked softly.
"Ask them" Abigael groaned out drinking down a bottle of water.
"Very well" Thor said softly patting her shoulder.
"Ye not great with the ice but who is?" Loki said with a smirk Abigael shook her head with a smile.
"How about things being thrown at you?" Stephen asked.
"Not very good at pushing them out the way but catching them before they hit me I can do" Abigael said standing up again as she breathed heavily.
"Okay let's have a go" Stephen said Abigael sighed but nodded standing up.
Stephen began grabbing tings with his powers until she pushed them away.
"Okay how are you feeling?" Stephen asked seeing how exhausted she was, Abigael offered a thumps up.
"Okay well it's just us four tonight because everyone else is heading to dinner but will be back later." Stephen said softly Abigael only nodded.
"I'm going to head for a shower see you in a bit" Abigael said grabbing her water she walked out.
Abigael sighed getting into the shower the hot water relaxing her aching bones, she sat down on the small shower seat the hot water making her cuts flare up and hurt more.
Leaning her head back as she raised her hand to push her hair back seeing the usual burn marks over her fingers she took a shaky breath and lowered her hand.
But once again the flashbacks returned her mutant friends her team crushed under a building the burnt fingers into her skin as she was crushed to death.
They had only managed to recover her partner everyone else where buried under the rubble of a building it was too dangerous to get anyone out as it could collapse even more.
Abigael lowered herself to the floor of the shower taking deep breaths that the therapist had taught her but it didn't do anything as the flash backs continued of her two dead Father's, being bullied all those years ago and finally the last mission she had been on her teams strangled screams coming through the Comms until they were crushed gasping for air until they suffocated or her partner clutching her hand as they ran down the corridor burning her hand print into Abigael's hand.
Abigael got out of the shower with a shaky breath pulling on some clothes she had laid out.
The three hero's where her only worry as she pulled out the rope she had taken from the safety pack.
Tying the rope up she looked outside the stars where brighter then she had seen in a long time.
Putting the rope round her neck once she had gotten on the chair, pushing it out from beneath her she dropped along with the chair struggling she clawed at her neck feeling it bruise instantly her breath leaving her body as her face began to turn red.
"Abi I have to leave for a couple hours Thor and Loki...." Stephen began speaking but quickly stopped once he saw the chair and Abigael, Thor and Loki joined him once he had ran into the room screaming for them.
"Support her I'll cut the rope!" Loki said quickly wavering his dagger up and through the rope she dropped to the floor as Stephen pulled off the rope, one of her eyes were ride she had popped a blood vessel from struggling.
Stephen quickly began doing CPR until her bedroom door was pushed in her, Steve and Bucky walked in with a large bowl of food which soon ended up on the floor as they hurried towards her.
"I can hear her heartbeat" Steve quickly said after a couple seconds she took a ragged breath her lungs burned for air her throat extremely painful.
Abigael raised her hand to her neck for the first time after every attempt fear blossomed in her eyes as well as regret as she looked around at the men around her.
"It's alright you're going to be alright" Stephen said rubbing her back as she burst down this was it, she had regretted it once the chair dropped, the therapy sessions all clicked in her mind she cried into her hands.
This was it...this was the darkness in life, the darkness so many people felt but the people around her were her light, and hopefully with a lot of work and help the darkness would lessen everyday.
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