One Shots - REQUESTS OPEN

Chapter 29 losing Steve Rogers

"Is she out of bed?" A voice floated from the corridor into her dark and cold bedroom as she clutched the blanket under her chin her sore eyes strained on the shadow of clothes laid over the chair that sat in the corner. Her left hand raised to her eyes trying desperately to wipe the crustiness away knowing she would start crying again soon, once her memories had caught up with her mind. Her chest ached as she took another breath.

"No" a defeated mumble answered the question.

"Go get some food for her and yourself...I know you've been here most of the night" the voice said again, Y/n opened her mouth to talk to her boyfriend but instantly noticed the lack of warmth beside her, her mind instantly hit with the memories her mouth closed becoming dry she tried to swallow down the struggles of breath as tears hit her cheek painting clear streaks down her sickly features.

"She's awake" the voice said again, seconds passed until she was pulled into a crushing hug feeling the coldness of Bucky's arm as her sad Y/e/c eyed looked up at the door seeing her Father, Tony looked at her his face sunken his eyes broken as he heard his daughter cry again, the passing days had been hard on all of them...Y/n and Bucky most of all as well as Tony who hadn't left his daughter side in over 24 hours.

"It's okay" Bucky's soft voice filled her ears as she gripped onto his shirt her body shaking violently as tears racked her already sore lungs, her throat tightened as she closed her eyes after seeing her broken Father walk away, Pepper beside him guiding him away from his daughter knowing Tony was in pain as much as Y/n.

"It's all going to be alright" Bucky said softly rubbing her back reassuring words filled her ears for the next fours hours until she willed herself to get out of bed her tired bones cracking since she hadn't left the bed in over a week since the accident.

"I've put the hot water on...alright?" Bucky said softly his red eyes meeting her she hugged him.

"I love you Bucky...he loved you" Y/n whispered.

"I know Doll, he loved you so much" Bucky said settling his chin on her shoulder.

"Meet me in the kitchen alright get some food down?" Bucky asked softly.

"Ye...nothing to big or heavy alright?" She asked softly he nodded relief hitting his heart, she was going to eat today.

Y/n walked out of the shower her hair trailed down her shoulders as she grabbed the towel her aching bones eased thanks to the shower, she walked out seeing some clothes placed on the bed, her face turned into a frown as she tried not to cry seeing Steve's shirt she picked it up instantly smelling it.

"I love you" Y/n whispered kissing the shirt she placed it gently down on the bed quickly tying her hair up she changed into the clothes Bucky had left out.

Her jaw clenched as she stopped the tears once again taking her first step out of her and Steve's room walking down the corridor.

"Have they heard anything?" Y/n asked walked out into the kitchen everyone sat around on barstools.

"No...the structure is still too dangerous the scans haven't picked up anything" Sam said sitting at the table, he pulled the chair out beside him, she slowly moved towards it everyone felt the pain radiating off of her.

"He might..." Clint began but she shook her head.

"I don't need to hear that right know...I don't want to get the hope back it's been a week" Y/n whispered but everyone heard the ache in her voice.

"Here" Wanda said softly placing down a plate of small fruit half a piece of toast and a small piece of chocolate.

"Thank you" Y/n whispered picking at the food until she began feeling sick.

"Is my Dad awake?" Y/n asked tears springing to her eyes again she swallowed wiping the one that had escaped.

"No, I took him up to bed" Pepper said softly walking in Y/n nodded.

Natasha's phone rang loudly her and Clint walked out of the room as Y/n rested her head in her hands feeling Peppers hand lay on her back her lips landing on the back of her head.

"Do you want to go for a drive?" Sam asked softly.

Y/n slowly nodded after a couple minutes slowly standing up she pulled her slip on shoes and followed Sam and Bucky out to their car, Bucky and Sam sat in the front while Y/n sat in the back resting her head against the car as she put the window down the wind instantly hitting her as they pulled away.

"Where do you wanna go?" Sam asked softly.

"Just drive" Bucky said softly Sam only nodded and they continued down the dirt road, tears burned her eyes again the tears continued down her cheeks the only difference was that she was silent the wind blocking out all noise.