Living Heartbroken (One Direction)

Tell me, please. Chapter 8

*Amelia's POV*

I felt his strong grip around me and I flinched even though I knew it was Harry. I yawned and wiggled out of his arms and went to the bathroom. I ran the water and stared blankly at the face in front of me, she looked broken and worn like she was dead for days.

I heard movement from the room so I peeped my head around the door to see Harry extending his arms out while making little baby dinosaur noises, oh gosh he is adorable. I slowly walked over to him and climbed back onto his hugh bed and nuzzled my head into his arms.

He looked down at me and smiled but that smile quickly turned into a frown when he said "Amelia, we need to talk." I said "please, call me Mia. My mother is that only one who calls me Amelia." he chuckled "okay love, but seriously I need to know what happened."

This is what I was hoping to avoid. Okay "uh, Harry can we please talk about this later." I stated. He didn't seem to like that anwser too much with his response "Mia, this isn't something you can push off till later, I need anwsers." I look at him sternly "Harry I'm sorry if this doesn't fit in with your schedule but, I will talk about it when i'm ready."

Harry looked pissed, he started to get louder "I need to know who he is! who the hell is Jason?" I was starting to shake I really don't want him yelling at me but, I wasn't going to back down "You wanna know who he is Harry? okay, well Jason was my first everything. My first love, kiss,boyfriend. that is who he is, I have know Idea why he did what he did. But, I can't change it and you sure as hell yelling at me won't change it ethier! I yelled.

He seemed startled but than looked at me in the eyes and whispered " I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell."

Of course now he is apologizing typical. I really think I should leave, clearly this is too much for him. Who am I kidding this was too much for me.

Than he spoke up agian "What did he do to you?"

I just started crying "Stop, please go"

I just came closer to me and wrapped his arms around me. I didn't want him touching me "LEAVE HARRY, Don't touch me!" I screamed. He looked sad at first than mad? He just looked at me and said "I don''t need this. You can't expect me to be here for you when you scream at me!"

I looked at him my eyes full of tears " fine, harry I will just leave with all my problems. I sorry I expected you to understand I needed personal space." and I got up looking for my clothes. "dammit, where is my stuff!?" I yelled. He responded "oh, you mean the torn up rag I found you in, here." He threw a bloody dirt covered ripped up shirt at me. I broke down that momment I relized what really happened. I couldn't push it out of my mind any longer.

He just stared at me. I fell in front of him on my hands and knees and broke down crying. He bent down over me rubbing my back in small circles and whispered "I'm so sorry he hurt you Mia, I will never be able to understand what your going through right now. But, I want you to know I care for you more than I ever have for any other person. You didn't deserve this, never." I just cried more.

If I didn't deserve this than why do I feel that I brought this upon myself.

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