Living Heartbroken (One Direction)

Always with me. Chapter 21

Sorry guys I know I haven't uploaded in a while. I have been really busy with school and trying to spend times with friends/family. I hope that I wil be able to update at least once every 7-9 days.. :) and If you don't want to read on because of what happened with Harry I completely understand.

**Mia's Dream/POV**

"hey baby" he cooed in my ear.

I rolled over onto my side looking into his deep green eyes. They could captivate anyones attention inculding mine. I brushed my hand beside his soft cheek.

"Harry" I whispered so faintly.

While laying there looking at the boy that I miss so much. I start to tremble, crying. What is god doing to me. I lost him, He left me and now I see him everywhere. I see him when im awake and asleep it feels so real but than so fake.

Harry will always be with me if thats in my dreams or not.

He grabs my hand placing it on his chest beside his heart "It no longer beats" I whispered. My dream changed so quickly I couldn't control it. I was now downstairs still in the flat but there was no Harry. Thats when I heard a body fall upstairs. My first instinct was to run up there so I did. What I wasn't expecting was Harry lying on the ground. Dead once agian.

My heart fell to my stomach and I jolted awake. I felt my face making sure I'm awake. That where I am now is reality not just a fragment of my imagaination.

I feel him with me. His presence I feel with me everywhere I go. I can't move on from Harry. I can pretend to, I can pretend to have moved on and try to put up a facade. but than again I have never been good at hiding my emotions.

**Liam's POV/Dream**

"Please don't say you can't. Mia, I know I was an arse, Alright? Everyone knows that I am, but Mia.." I Pause as I jump up from my spot on the bed and make my way to the dresser, I spotted a picture of Harry and her. "you make me want to be different." I whispers so only she can hear. "You make me want to only be with you, I want to take care of you Mia" I turn and look into her gorgeous green eyes that remind me so much of Harry's. "Please Mia. I will be everything you need and more.' She looks at me and than looks at the palms of her hands. "Liam" she crooks. "You need to leave. leave me alone." I was stunned. So shocked and hurt I walked torwards the door not looking back at her because if I had I would have cracked.

I woke up to suddenly.

My heart was beating so Loud I swear everyone in the house would have been able to hear it.

I turned over onto my side closing my eyes and letting thoughts consume me.

Thoughts like what if Mia did have feelings for me? Or what if she truly didn't and only wanted Harry? Thoughts like what if Mia likes one of the other boys like Niall or Louis? Wait no not Louis or Zayn.. They barley even talk to her. Same with Niall.

All these thoughts in my head left a aching feeling in my heart to know the truth. I just need closure, I need her to tell me what she is feeling.

I decided to get up out of bed an go downstairs. I haven't been down there much because I am still very weak and tired from the accident.

I got up and pulled on some sweats. I made the decision that it was to early for anyone to be up so I didn't bother to slip a tee on. I walked out of the room and walked past Mia's door and heard whimpers and a faint cry. I leaned my head slightly closer and silence. There was no more cries.

I keep walking and went downstairs into the kitchen. I opened up the fridge and there was nothing in there but some juice, onions and cheese.. Weird combination.

I went over to the door and grab a jacket, my keys and some shoes. I opened the door and took in the cold air, hurrying over to my car. I had to get a new car because my old one was totaled. I jumped in and buckled up being very cautious of my surroundings I backed out of my space and started driving to the nearest grocery store.

Once I parked the car and got inside I grabbed a cart and started looking for basic groceries. I was going down the dairy aisle when I saw a girl who keep looking at me and staring. I was first puzzled by the strange stares but than remember that I'm in a famous boyband. How that slipped my mind I have no idea?

The girl that was staring at me started to approach me. I raised my head and she said "hey, I recognize you?"

"Yeah, I'm Liam Payne from One Direction" I said smiling.

She nodded like she just put it together in her head "yeah, but I think i recognize you from the hospital? Were you there?"

Oh. "Yeah, yeah I was."

"My sister loves your band so much! I think Harry is her favorite?" She said beaming.

Oh Harry.. This is the first time I have even thought about our fans and how that might affect them. "Yeah erm.. Harry actually is no longer with us.." I said with sadness rising in my voice.

"O my gosh, I'm so sorry. I had no idea." She looked at her feet feeling embarrassed.

"Your fine babe. But hey give me your number and maybe I might come over to your house and say hi to your sister?" I said trying to make her feel better.

"Um well we don't live in a house.. We live at the hospital. You see my sister is very sick and has to stay there all the time." She said very quietly trying to keep her emotions in check.

O I didn't expect that.. "Oh I'm sorry. I can come there if you'd like?"

"Would you? She would love that. O! by the way i'm Miley." She said with much excitement.

I nodded my head and gave her my number and said goodbye.

I was finishing up my shopping and couldn't keep my mind off of her she was gorgeous and so young to have to deal with all this stress.

Her beautiful blue eyes that are even brighter than Nialls just captivated me and the way her wavy blond hair fell down her back was gorgeous. She was so natural barley any makeup. I have always loved when girls were natural because you can see all there freckles and birthmarks.

I definitely want to see this Miley again.

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