✨ 𝕄𝕪 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕖 ✨

49: The Light In My Life 2

"Hailey. I don't even know what to fucking say to you because what your telling me is absolute bullshit. You really think I would throw away our relationship, a relationship with a person who makes ME a better person, away for another girl who I obviously broke up with for a fucking reason?!" He continued. I knew I was being stupid about this. I nodded not wanting to fight back. We stayed there in silence as I looked down at the floor. He sighed and sat back down next to me but I moved away a bit. I was scared. He just yelled at me and I didn't know what to do. I've never seen him angry like this. "Hailey, what the fuck are we going to do? You are having these thoughts and not fucking trusting me and the love I have for you. Do you really think, like honestly think, I would leave you for Gabbie?!" I looked at him. "Jack, I do think that. Because that's how I've been feeling lately and I know I shouldn't but since you said what you said I've had so many doubts and I fucking shouldn't. I know and I'm so fucking sorry. I'm such a bad fucking girlfriend sometimes, I get it.." I started to cry but he didn't do anything this time. He looked over at me. "Do you want me to go back to Gabbie? Is that what you're trying to tell me? Am I just such a bad boyfriend that you are trying to get me to go back to my ex so we have a reason to break up?" I looked at him and tried my best to hold in my tears. "Baby, I don't fucking want that. Jack, I'm so in love with you, and losing you would be the worst thing in the whole world that would/could happen to me." he put his head in his hands and I didn't know what to do. "Maybe we should do something to fix us because obviously right now we're falling apart and I'm not 100% sure why since we were fine. I don't know why we didn't fix what happened right when it happened, instead, you fucking left." He said and I got upset. Who wouldn't leave? "Jack, are you serious? Are you telling me that if I ever said something to you like what you said to me, you wouldn't leave?? that's ridiculous." He groaned and sat up with his head still in his hands. "Where the fuck did we go wrong?" I didn't know how to respond. We both just sat there. The air was so thick you could cut it with a knife. "Jack, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, this is all my fault. I shouldn't have fucking joked around with you and I should've stayed and we should've worked it out. I'm so sorry." He turned to me and looked at me and was like "It isn't your fault. I shouldn't have said what I said in the first place. I mean, who says that? Obviously a terrible fucking boyfriend." I moved over to him a bit and put my hand on his knee. "You aren't a terrible boyfriend, Jack." He moved right over to me and put his head on my shoulder and his arm around my waist. He was like "I'm sorry bubba." He took a deep breath before kissing my shoulder and putting his head back on it. I rested my head on him and we stayed like that for a while. It was so amazing. He was amazing and I loved him so much. "I'm sorry for yelling at you as well.. that wasn't right and I shouldn't have done that. We're both in a vulnerable spot right now and I should've taken your feelings into consideration." He looked up at me and kissed me. I put my hand on his cheek. He moved so he was sitting up straight and we pulled away. He pecked my lips. "I can't believe I almost lost you. I almost lost you because of something I fucking said." and I put my forehead on his. "Bubba, you wouldn't have lost me. I'm yours, okay? forever." We kissed again and he put me on his lap again. I put my head on his shoulder and enjoyed his embrace. "So, you wanna talk about the serious stuff you've wanted to talk about?" "Yeah, I would love to." And that's what we did. We talked about our future together and marriage, if we're ever gonna have kids. All of it. He said that he wants me in his future. He wants us to get married and have a kid or two and then just live life together. He said that if I ever feel the feeling that he doesn't love me or that Gabbie is just getting to me, I need to tell Brook and then tell him. He wants to work through it. He wants us to have a healthy and happy relationship and that's exactly what I want. So we're going to work through it every time something is going wrong. We're going to be okay.

Brook's pov:

I woke up to a very sharp pain in my stomach and immediately got worried. I groaned in pain and quickly looked over at Arvin to make sure I didn't wake him. I took a deep breath and rubbed my stomach trying to make the pain lessen. I moved the blanket off me and my eyes widened when I saw the sheet. I was horrified. Not knowing what to do I turned to my side and quickly shook Arvin awake. "Baby..."

Arvin's pov:

"... Baby wake up. " I felt Brook shake me and as soon as I saw her face, my eyes filled with worry. "What's wrong!?" She took a shakey breath and I put my hand on her cheek attempting to calm her. "I'm bleeding."

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